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“Are you sure about this, Tess?” His voice is strained as his heaviness presses against me.
“I’m sure.” I nod frantically, wrapping my hand around the back of his neck to pull his face back down. “I’m sure,” I say again, this time a whisper against his mouth before I press my lips to his.
Within seconds Sebastian is sliding inside of me—inch by painful inch— until I feel so full it feels like I’m being split apart from the inside out. Sebastian doesn’t stop until he’s planted all the way inside, pulling back to look down at me.
“God, you feel so perfect, Tess.” He kisses me. “Tell me you’re okay. I can’t move until I know you’re okay.” He practically whimpers, like it’s killing him not to move.
“I’m okay,” I reassure him, crying out in both pleasure and pain when he pulls out and pushes all the way back in, in one swift motion.
“Tess.”
“Keep going,” I plead when Sebastian hesitates. “Please just keep going.”
He repeats the same movement only this time he doesn’t stop once he’s buried inside me again. When he pulls out, he immediately pushes back in, working up a slow, steady rhythm. I swear I can feel every inch of him as he slides inside and then drags slowly out, working my body in a way I didn’t know was possible. The pain and pleasure melding together until I can’t tell where one ends and the other begins.
I don’t know if minutes pass or only seconds—all I know is that the deep pressure inside me continues to build to an almost unbearable weight. Each thrust inward and each pull out has my eyes blurring and my mind unable to focus on anything but that feeling. A slow burn deep in my belly, something so intense I find myself having trouble even remembering to breathe.
“Sebastian.” It’s a strangled cry, void of any shame or embarrassment. I don’t even mean to say anything, but as the pleasure starts to peak I find myself needing just to say something, needing to ground myself to the earth because I feel at risk of floating away.
“I love you, Tess. God, I fucking love you.” Sebastian increases his speed, hitting me even deeper, causing another cry to rip from my throat.
“I love you. Sebastian…” I don’t get to finish whatever it is I’m trying to say next because at that very moment everything reaches a head, and I feel like an explosion goes off inside me. My entire body convulses, and I grip Sebastian harder, drowning in the waves that crash over me again and again.
It’s like the second I lose control Sebastian falls over the edge with me, groaning against my neck about how perfect I feel, how good I make him feel, how much he loves me. And then his chest is on mine, and he’s struggling to catch his breath as we both come down from the highest of all highs.
It’s in that moment, our sweaty bodies pressed together, Sebastian’s heart beating erratically against my own, that I truly let myself embrace the power that this boy has over me. It used to terrify me, but now—after this, after feeling connected to him in a way I never have another human soul, I feel anything but scared. Sebastian was made for me and I for him—I’ve never been more certain about this fact than I am right now.
***
“What about that one?” I point at another building perfectly displayed from my view out of the bathroom window.
“I’m not sure about that one.” His chest vibrates against my back as he speaks, his hands sliding up and down my bare arms.
The last couple hours have been the most incredible in my life. Being with Sebastian, giving him a part of me that I’ve never shared with anyone, was beyond anything I could’ve imagined in my wildest dreams.
Courtney and Bree had told me stories about their first times and other experiences beyond that, but nothing about sex with Sebastian was even close to what they had said. It was on an entirely different level altogether. But then again, that’s the way everything is with Sebastian. Every feeling is intensified, every sensation heightened.
After we made love for the second time, Sebastian ran us a hot bath which is where we’ve been for the last twenty minutes or so, staring out at the incredible view. Eventually, I started quizzing him about the buildings that were within our view, surprised to find that he knows what almost every single one is.
“What do you say we get cleaned up, and I take you out for a nice dinner?” Sebastian speaks again, pressing his lips to the side of my neck. “There’s this amazing little Italian restaurant just a couple blocks from here.”
“I think that sounds perfect.” I nearly groan at the thought of eating.
“Afterward we can walk around for a little while. I’d say we have at least an hour of sunlight left. Then maybe we can check out early and spend the morning in the city. What time is your mom expecting you home?”
“She works until six and then will probably sleep until three or four in the afternoon so we should be good until then. We’ll just need to head back sometime after lunch maybe.”
“Perfect.” His hands slide down my arms and across my bare chest, causing my skin to prickle under his touch. “Let’s go eat already. The sooner we do, the sooner I can get back here and plant myself inside of you again.”
“You’re insatiable.” I giggle when he nibbles my earlobe with his teeth.
“Damn right I am, only for you, baby. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get enough of you. This body,” he slides one hand across my stomach and then lower, caressing me beneath the water. “It’s like it was made just for me.
“I think you might be right.” I instantly come alive under his touch.
“Tess,” he groans into my ear, clearly egged on by my reaction to him. “If you keep riding my hand like that we’re never going to get out of here.” He nips at the flesh below my ear.
“I think that might be okay.” My body takes over, seeking a need I know only Sebastian’s touch can fill.
