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“Do you have any ideahow much I’ve thought about this over the past few weeks?” Hudson murmurs against my neck as he moves inside of me. “The way you feel below me. The way your body responds to me. The little noises you make that drive me fucking insane.” He nips at the flesh below my ear before his mouth is on mine, his tongue doing a long sweep inside.
“Hudson,” I cry out against his lips when he drives harder, a slight swivel of his hips so that he hits me right where I want him too.
“That’s right, baby,” he tells me, pressing deeper into me.
“Hudson.” My body tenses as the pressure in my lower belly builds.
“With me, baby.” He slows his movements slightly, making sure I feel every inch of him as he pushes inside and drags back out, both of us climbing.
“Okay,” I pant out seconds before I explode around him.
Hudson falls right along with me, my name a strangled groan on his lips as he spills his release inside of me.
“Do you have any idea what you do to me?” Hudson settles his weight on top of me, his face going into the crook of my neck. “I don’t think I will ever get enough of you.”
“Then I guess I’m doing something right,” I tease, still trying to catch my breath.
“Everything.” He presses his lips to where my pulse is hammering against my throat.
“Everything?” I question.
“You’re doing everything right,” he clarifies, pulling back so that his face is hovering just inches above mine. “You’re all I think about, Lennon. When I close my eyes at night I feel you next to me. When I look out over the crowd at a show I see your face smiling back at me. You’re everywhere. You’re so fucking deep inside of me that I couldn’t shake you if I tried. It’s incredible and terrifying at the same time.”
“Terrifying?” I ask, reaching up to run a hand through his messy brown locks.
“To love someone so much. You’ve got me, Lennon, and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it. You have the power to totally fucking destroy me.”
“I’m not going to destroy you.” I give his hair a soft tug. “Because I’m there too. You know I am.”
“I love you.” He kisses the tip of my nose before slowly pulling out of me.
I protest the loss of him, immediately rolling against his side when he shifts onto his back.
“I love you too,” I say back, kissing his chest before resting my cheek against it.
We lay in silence for several long moments, my hand moving lazily across Hudson’s stomach, as his moves softly up and down my back. I feel close to dozing off when his voice fills the space once more.
“You know you don’t have anything to worry about, right?” He moves, his lips finding the top of my head.
“About what?” I ask even though I’m pretty sure I know what he’s getting at.
“Anna.” He pauses for a beat. “I need you to know that you can trust me.”
“I do trust you,” I say, not sure how much I believe my own words. It’s not that I don’t trust Hudson, because I do to an extent, but I’d be lying if I said there wasn’t this small voice in the back of my head telling me not to be so sure that I can. I think more of that worry stems from Gage more than anything else. Like I’m preparing myself for something that may never happen simply because I don’t want to ever feel that blindsided by someone again. “I donottrust her, however,” I add.
“Well, as long as you trust me it shouldn’t matter if you can trust her.”
“I guess.” I let out a slow breath. “It still bothers me.”
“What does?”
“How she is with you. How she looks at you. How she’s always finding ways to touch you. It’s like she can’t help herself. Not that I can blame her but still. The fact that she does it right in front of me tells me she has no problem stating her interest in you regardless of our relationship status.”
“She can be interested all she wants. I don’t see any other woman but you, Lennon. It’s only you. It will only ever be you.” His words spread warmth through my chest and I swear my heart flutters.
“It’s just hard. Being away from you, knowing you’re out on the road with someone like her, especially knowing how she feels about you.”
