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“How about you?” I asked. “Are you ready to put your life on the line so I can keep my freedom?”

Talon inclined his head as if he didn’t even need to think about it. Which maybe he didn’t. “You’re one of us now,” he said. “And no one threatens the crew and gets away with it.”

If there was one thing I was sure about when it came to Talon, he didn’t lie—not when he didn’t need to. He was being totally honest in his dedication to me. But in that moment, with the remnants of my fears still racing through my veins, I needed to absorb his commitment with every part of my being. Words didn’t feel like enough.

Without letting myself rethink the impulse, I moved toward him and gripped his shirt to tug him into a kiss. The moment I pressed my lips to his, his body reacted, his arms coming around me, his chest molding against mine. He loomed over me and surrounded me all at once. The confirmation in that kiss resonated through me.

It was brief, though, and then Talon shifted, starting to draw back. As he released my mouth, his gaze slid to Julius where I knew the other man was standing behind me. Talon’s hands came to rest on my waist.

I glanced over my shoulder, weighing my options. Desire wound through me, chasing away the last of my panic. Julius was watching us, his shoulders pushed back and his stance commanding in his usual way, his expression unreadable. I could only imagine the ways he could make me feel if he touched me with all his power and authority brought to bear. The way that huge, brawny build would move against me if he fucked me as hard as I’d like.

A small, wicked smile crossed my lips. “You could join in too.” I reached toward him, trailing my fingers down his chest over his shirt.

Julius caught my hand before it’d made it halfway to his groin. Heat flashed in his eyes. “No,” he said, his voice rougher than usual. “You were upset—maybe you’re not thinking straight. I’m not going to take advantage.”

The hunger in his expression told me he was holding himself back for my sake, not his. It seared through my skin and stirred a deeper longing inside me.

“I’m thinking perfectly straight,” I said. “I’ve wanted this—I’ve wanted you—since long before today.”

“That doesn’t mean it’s the best thing for you right now.”

I met his gaze firmly. “I decide what’s best for me. I’m not the little girl you saved all those years ago, Julius, and I wasn’t all that innocent even then. You know how many people I’ve killed. You know how much I’ve survived. I don’t need to be coddled. When I say I want something, I expect you to believe me.”

The muscles in his arms flexed with the effort of keeping himself still. “This is a far cry from killing, Dess.”

I flicked my fingers against his chest again, as much as I could reach while he still gripped my hand. “They do call it the ‘little death’ sometimes, don’t they? Anyway, I can’t think of a better way to say ‘Screw you’ to the assholes who want to lock me away than by screwing both of you instead of freaking out.”

With those last words, I pulled away from Talon’s grasp to brush my lips against Julius’s. A groan reverberated from his chest, but his mouth crushed against mine, his resistance shattering. His hand leapt up to tease into my hair.

He was just as fantastic a kisser as I’d imagined he’d be. His lips and tongue moved together to caress my mouth, until every sensitive part of me throbbed with lust. I moaned against his lips, and he tightened his hold, one arm across the small of my back and one around the back of my neck, bringing me to him until my body was flush against his.

I heard rather than saw Talon approaching. He returned his hands to my waist and stroked them down my thighs and around to my ass. I ground back into him instinctively and then against Julius’s hips to show him just how ready I was.

This time, both men groaned. Julius nudged me against the side of the car and kissed me harder. Talon leaned in beside us to slide his hands up under my shirt. As Julius worked over my mouth, his friend yanked my bra off with the same force that’d gotten me so wet for him in the workout room before.

These weren’t tender, gentle men, but tenderness wasn’t what I was after. I wanted them to fuck the living daylights out of me.

I swiveled my head from Julius to seek out Talon’s mouth. The other man kissed me with the brutal force I craved, his hand slipping farther down to cup my pussy. As I whimpered, Julius tugged up my shirt and closed his lips over my bared breast.

The rush of sensations was nothing short of heaven. I was starting to get the impression this might not be the first time they’d shared a woman. They seemed to have the whole coordination thing down pat.

I was definitely not complaining.

The searing heat between my thighs was becoming torturous. I rocked into Talon’s hand and groped down his chest to the fly of his jeans. When my fingers closed around his bulging cock through the coarse material, his breath stuttered against my lips. I grinned.

It was such a thrill knowing that I had some kind of power over these powerful men. That I could conjure just as much desire in them as they did in me.

Talon stopped fondling me and tugged at my sweatpants so they pooled at my feet. When he teased his fingers over me with just the thin fabric of my now-soaked panties between us, a very undignified sound escaped me. I nipped his lip and hauled Julius up from my breasts for another kiss.

The two men ravished every part of my body with an unshakeable assurance that didn’t trigger any of my horrible memories. They knew what they wanted, and now they were taking it, much to my delight.

I popped the button on Julius’s jeans and delved my hand inside his boxers. He thrust his cock into my eager hand. “Fuck,” he muttered, his lips scorching against the crook of my jaw. “You’ve got me close to bursting already. But I’m not coming until I hear you scream.”

A giddy shiver passed through me. “Yes, please.”

He cut his eyes toward Talon. “The emergency blanket from the back.”

Talon didn’t need any further instructions. He flung open the trunk and grabbed the blanket. In a matter of seconds, he’d spread it out on the ground next to the car.

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