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I slide out my fingers and push them into her mouth. “Open wide, sweetheart, taste yourself.” I let out a soothing breath as she does as she is told without hesitation or complaint.
I reach over and grab the bottles of water, ensuring she takes a decent amount. I have plans for her tonight and she is going to need to be hydrated. When I’m sure we’ve both had enough, I place the empty bottles back on the side and position myself over the top of her, caging her in.
She looks up at me with sleepy eyes, and I shake my head and kiss her ferociously, my tongue forcing its way in and dancing with hers. I love the way we kiss, it’s like a battle with her tongue swirling around mine, trying to take control as mine curls and loops, making it clear who is in charge.
I lower my hand, reaching her nub, where I nip and roll it in my fingers. Her breathing quickens, and I slide two fingers into her slick pussy, and her back arches. “Oh yes,” she moans. She’s already there. I reach into the drawer by the bedside and pull out a condom. I reach over her and place the packet in her mouth. She grips the end with her teeth, and I pull it across, ripping it open. I remove my fingers and she whimpers in protest as I snort a laugh and slide the condom on. She cries out as I slam my cock into her so hard that she slides up the bed.
I set a punishing pace, pulling almost all the way out and slamming back into her hard and fast. I use my fingers to tease her clit, bringing her to the edge of pleasure and then slowing my pace to an almost stop. I continue edging her for what feels like hours, until she can’t take it anymore. Our bodies are soaked in sweat, tears running down the side of her face as she begs, “Ronan, please, I need to come. I can’t take it anymore, please let me come…”
My hand moves around her neck, gripping so tight I see a moment of panic in her eyes, right before I lean down and lick away her tears.
I pull up, looking down at her, broken and begging, and I smile. I inhale and then slam into her, fucking her like our lives depend on it, bringing her to the edge and then watching her crash over like a fucking tornado. She screams and cries through her release, mere moments before I roar through mine.
My body zings with heat and pleasure for so long I don’t think it will ever stop.
Several moments later it does, and I flop down beside her on my stomach, my arm laying across her chest, and it’s then that I finally feel it––she gave me what I needed, she gave me the peace I’ve been craving. The peace I needed to sleep.
Chapter 4
Liv
“How you holding up there, sugar?”
I look up into the mirror on the back wall of the bar to see Diane standing behind me, a look of concern on her face. I sigh and place the bottles I’d been restocking on the back shelves and turn to look at her. I’m struggling to hold it together. Diane starts to move towards me, and I shake my head at her, inhaling a deep breath.
“I’m good, I’m good… let’s just get this night over with, okay?”
She gives me a half-hearted smile and nods before heading to the cellar to grab stock for the fridges.
* * *
I’m exhausted. That was a long ass shift, and we were crazy busy tonight. As tired as I am, I’m glad we were busy as it gave me time to just forgot for a while. I finish clearing the booths and meet Diane at the bar. I climb onto a stool just as she puts a glass of whiskey in front of me.
“It didn’t matter what I said or did, I begged and pleaded with the judge, I gave him everything I could think of that would prove she was better off with me, but he just dismissed it all. Said that I didn’t have a secure, reliable job, and that working in a bar did not show me as a good role model for my child. He said I lived in a dangerous crime ridden area, in an apartment that I could barely afford the rent on… my visits are to be supervised by his parents and a social worker after his parents had expressed concerns over Maddie’s safety while being with me. I couldn’t even get Dylan to back me up. He’s on some classified task force abroad, he’s out of contact, he doesn’t even know his parents have custody…”
I down the glass of whiskey, slamming the empty glass on the bar. It burns my stomach, and I give Diane a look. She doesn’t say anything, just fills my glass.
“I lost my baby girl, Di… what the fuck am I going to do?” I so. It suddenly feels too hard to breathe.
“Hey… you are the toughest woman I know; your baby girl is cut from the same cloth, she’ll be okay… and you… you’ve got this. Let’s get you to New York, to your baby.”
* * *
I drop the last box on the floor in the bedroom and head back into the sitting room, collapsing on to the couch next to Di.
“Thanks for helping me move, girl.”
She waves her hand at me then gets up and heads into the kitchen to pour us both a drink.
“So, when is your first shift at Banna?” she asks as she sits back down and hands me a glass of whiskey, placing the bottle on the floor beside us.
I glance over at her before I down my glass, letting the burn warm my stomach.
“Tomorrow night. The manager, Dan, said to be there around five, before opening. He’s going to show me everything I need to know, and he also wants to make sure I can make their most popular cocktails.”
“Ha. You did tell him that you used to be the go-to cocktail maker at the bar… anyway, I need to leave tomorrow morning, so let’s finish unpacking and order Thai food.”
I laugh, knowing she doesn’t expect me to respond. She claps her hands and jumps from the sofa, heading into the bathroom to unpack. This won’t take long, I don’t have lots of things, and everything I owned fit into Di’s little two-thousand-and-nine Kia Sportage. The car barely runs half the time, and I’m surprised it got us here, but she loves it.
