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‘You don’t think I’m lame?’ She covered her face with her hands.
‘Absolutely not. When I think about it, it makes perfect sense. Someone tried to sell you — and your virginity — to someone you didn’t even know. Makes sense that you’d want to hold onto that part of yourself. Besides, I imagine it’s probably been pretty hard to date guys while you’re in hiding.’
Sophia laughed, but it was a laugh tinged with pain. ‘But I’m just a dumb little girl. And you’re so… experienced.’
‘Honey,’ he said, rubbing her back, ‘believe me when I say that’s not how my mind works. Not even close.’
‘How does it work, then? Because you’re a Dom, and Doms want their subs to — you know —submit. And if you think of me as someone who’s never submitted…’
‘Sure, I’m a Dom,’ he said simply. ‘I like to take the lead sexually. I like to define the dynamic. But not when it comes to losing your virginity — you’re in control of that. I don’t have a say in the way it happens. Think of me as averywilling accomplice. Don’t get me wrong — I’m desperate to explore the sexual side of you. But that first time, I’ll be a facilitator, not a dictator.’
He could feel Sophia relax in his arms as he spoke. He desperately hoped that he was helping to reassure her. He tried to think back to the timehe’dlost his virginity.
It had been bad sex with someone he barely knew. But he wished it hadn’t been. Now, he had the chance to help someone else have a truly special experience.
‘So, if I want to carry on?’ she said, gently stroking his arm.
‘Then so do I.’
‘And if I want to stop and talk for a while?’
‘Then I won’t even consider doing anything but that.’
He held her hand tight.
‘I’ve been worrying about telling you,’ she said. ‘Somehow, I knew, from the first time I saw you, that I’d be having this talk with you.’
‘That’s cause you’re my Forever Girl,’ Wolf said, simply. Wow. He hadn’t expected to say that, but it had just tumbled from his lips.
‘I’m your what?’
‘I just get the feeling,’ he said, pushing her lips to her forehead, ‘that my life is gonna be your life. And your life is gonna be my life.’
It might have been his imagination, but he could have sworn her heart fluttered in time with his.
*
‘It’s not like I’ve ever had a plan for it or anything like that,’ she said. Sophia was wearing cozy bear pajamas. When she’d first bought them for herself, she’d worn them and taken a selfie among her collection of stuffies.
Life imitates art.
‘Well, sure,’ Wolf said. He sat next to Sophia’s sleeping bag. ‘It would be weird to pla—’
‘But Ihavethought about it a lot,’ she cut in. ‘I’ve got lots of questions and stuff. Makes me sound childish, though.’
‘You can ask questions. Nothing childish about that.’
‘Okay, like, is it going to hurt? Am I going to change after?’
‘Change?’
‘Yeah. Not physically — I don’t think I’m going to turn into a snake person or anything. I just mean… I don’t know, am I going to be walking around all the other non-virgins thinking, “Well now I know how it feels to be a non-virgin” and being all smug and stuff?’
Wolf chuckled. ‘Well, that is how I feel when I walk around all the non-virgins out there.’
‘Is it?’
Wolf laughed more loudly. ‘No sweetheart, I’m just teasing. Sorry.’
