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I shoved my head forward, pressing it against the side of his neck. "I want you so bad, Talin. I've dreamed of this, but I'm terrified I'm going to screw it up."
His arms wrapped around my back, and I felt his entire body relax. "Yeah, me too." And he let out a relieved breath. "Fuck, but you're intimidating to be with."
"Me?" I scoffed at the idea.
"You." He huffed a laugh against my hair. "You know why Zeal calls you the golden one, right? Because I think I just figured it out."
"Because I'm blonde?"
"No," he said, pausing to kiss the top of my head. "Because gold is heavy, like beauty or power, yet you carry it so easily. Too easily, I think. That's what draws me to you. Here's this beautiful man, so perfect that it's hard to wrap my mind around, but you scare the shit out of me. And I can't get enough."
Those words made my pulse move a little faster. It was the kind of compliment that wasn't shallow. "What about you?" I asked, sneaking a kiss against his neck as I dropped my voice. "What's wrong with you, blade?"
"Mm," he leaned into my lips. "I don't want to be the baron's son - or brother. I want to find someplace I can be judged for who I am, not who I'm related to. I want to mean something to someone."
I reached a little higher, sucking the lobe of his ear between my lips only to release it again. "The perfect man who wishes he wasn't and the fuck-up who wishes he was. Is that why you're trying so hard?"
He guided my hand down between us, right to his dick. "That's why I'm trying so hard." Then he pumped against my hand, proving the point. "I want you, and not just for a fuck. I want to curl against your chest and fall asleep in your arms, Eladehl. I..." He paused to swallow. "I want someone to take care of me sometimes, without making me feel like his bitch."
My fingers wrapped around him. "You want me to let you in?" And I stroked him slowly. "Let me explain how things work." My fingers slid over his ring, swooping lower to tease his balls. "I protect them. I keep them safe. There is nothing that will ever come between me and those two, and they will tell you the same. We are all we have. If you want in? Then it needs to be the same for you. The four of us beforeeverythingelse. The baron, the High Priest, or even Zeal. You have to decide that we mean more than any other temptation in the world. That there is no price you would not pay for the other three. That is what it takes for me to let you in, because they are theonlygood things I have ever had."
He grabbed my wrist, pausing my hand. "I can agree to that. I won't do it the same way as you, but I promise you, I feel the exact same way. It's why I'm sick and tired of being kept at arm's length. And if you keep doing that, I'm going to come."
For a split second, I debated stroking him again, but the raw honesty had just opened the door I needed. "Don't hurt me?" I whispered before reaching for his lips.
He pumped into my hand as his tongue slipped into my mouth. Then his teeth teased my lip as he pulled back only a hair. "Never, but I'm not gonna last long." Then he pushed, shoving my chest to the mattress as he leaned back, only to move over and hold me there with his dick nestled against my ass. "Help me get this right?"
I knew he didn't just mean sex, but I wasn't going to call him on it. "Promise," I breathed before grinding my ass against him. "I want you inside me."
And he slid back, kissing down the line of my spine. "Do not move."
The order in his voice was sensual and powerful. Still, when he lifted off me, I had to glance back. Stretching, Talin reached for the table beside his bed, pulled open the drawer, and grabbed a bottle. The label was a brand I knew. Shalsa had recommended it, which meant that was the lube Wraythe had given him. Talin poured a handful into his palm and stroked it across his dick, then he filled his hand again.
"Ever had your ass played with?" he asked.
"Licked," I said, feeling my dick throbbing against the mattress. "And that's it."
He leaned in to bite the fullness of my ass. "You're gonna come so hard." And then his slick hand slid down my crack until his fingers teased my balls, and back up. "I'm gonna make you groan," he warned as his thumb found my pucker and began to make small circles across it.
Yeah, I groaned.
Chapter 15
Eladehl
Talin's thumb pressed against my ass, slipping just inside, and he paused. I wasn't sure if I liked the way this made me feel so vulnerable, but it also felt... good. Then his lips caressed my spine. Without thinking, I pressed into the warmth of his mouth, but that drove his thumb deeper. I sucked in a surprised breath.
"Too much?" he asked.
"More," I begged, because good was an understatement.
"Stop me before you come," he warned, and shifted his hand.
I felt his knuckle slip inside, and his fingers teased that sensitive area behind my balls. All I could do was close my eyes and clench my jaw against the sounds that wanted out. How could this feel so amazing? He withdrew a little and then pushed in again, and I swore my balls had turned to rocks. Unable to help myself, I leaned into his hand.
And felt him pass another barrier.
"That's my man," he breathed. "Fuck my hand, baby. Take it if you want it."
