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“Good… You take me so well.” He pulled back, allowing me to suck in a breath, lick my lips. His free hand stroked my face. “You’ve been so good. You can touch yourself.”

Pathetically, I rushed to grab my cock and squeezed the life out of it. Did the same to my aching balls. Slowly he fed his cock back into my mouth, his sweet-salty taste drawing forth a moan of pleasure from him, from me.

Again and again he fucked my mouth with deep, sure strokes. Allowing me to touch myself, but not permitting me to come. I could not come. He’d ordered me to fuck him, and I needed to fuck him like I needed the next breath he gave me.

I knew his tells. The stuttering of his hips as he pumped into my mouth and how his hand tightened in my hair, fisting it more securely, and the steady stream of curses muttered under his breath. He pulled out, teasing my lips with the head of his cock.

“Are you going to swallow, Benedict?” His eyes were mirrored gold, an alpha in rut.

“Yes. Fuck, Jack… I’m going to stick my cock—”

“Not until you swallow me down.” His cock glided past my lips. In that brief moment, he’d regained some of his control. The frenetic thrusts were once again smooth and deep. I craved his release and, using my own precum, coated my finger and pushed it between his cheeks to probe his ass, teasing it with my finger while my thumb massaged his taint. I could feel his balls twitching against my hand. I needed something more. He had me so on edge I’d not be able to be gentle when I took him. But that was a fleeting thought as he forced his cock into my throat. I looked up to find his eyes on my face. His nostrils flared and then he fucked my face. Sharp, brutal thrusts of his hips that had me unable to do anything but cling to his thighs while he used me. Goddess. I was letting an alpha use me and the only thing I would change was our mate awake, touching herself while she watched us.

“Swallow it. Fuck Pax… Fuck.” He groaned as his hot cum shot down my throat. Then he jerked out of my mouth and covered my chest with the rest of his seed. I licked my lips, revelling in his taste.

“My turn,” I growled.

Jack was still panting from his orgasm. His taste fresh on my tongue, when I wrapped an arm around his legs, pulling him to his knees and turning him so we faced our mate, who shifted restlessly in her sleep. “Look at her… I won’t have either of you put yourselves in danger again—losing your reason. Hear me Soldier?”

“Pax…”

“Do you hear me, Soldier?”

“Yes, Pax. I hear you. Fuck,” he gasped when I pierced his ass with a finger, wet with spit and the cum he’d marked me with. Goddess, it was going to be good fucking him using his own release to ease my way. I considered shoving two in at once, but no, I was going to make him panting and desperate for each stretch of first my fingers and then my cock. I left him to get the lubricant. It had the colour of clear honey as I scooped some with my fingers to begin preparing Jack to take my cock.

“You like that.” I added another finger, stretching him further.

“Dammit, man, you know I do. ”

“Spread.”

His knees shifted wider, his back arching, and I loved… loved. I loved the way he looked like this. Only for me. That an alpha so physically dominant would want me like this humbled me. It didn’t matter we’d done this before. Today he’d asked for this. The power might have gone to my head.

“Beg for it, Jack.” The words… I said them because the reality of this intimacy made me speechless and I could only fall back on how I talked to my other lovers. But he was an alpha, which meant something in my mind. My own instincts craved his submission, the realisation I loved him had me craving the reassurance he wanted me as much as I wanted him.

“No.”

I tapped the tip against the twitching opening. “Beg Jack or I fuck my hand.”

“Dammit. I need it. I need you to stick your cock in my ass and fuck me. Fuck me however you want… Do whatever you want to me.”

“The rut is for her. But this.” I grabbed my knot and notched the head of my cock into the tight channel. “This needs to mean something for us.”

Barely in, I paused. Let us both grow used to the sensation. I rested a hand on the alpha’s shoulder, ran my thumb along the back of his neck before giving the heavy muscle a squeeze. “Tell me this means something—”

“Benedict,” Jack groaned. “I—Yes. You mean something.”

I pulled back, then eased in, a little further this time. The other time I’d taken him like this, Beatrice had been there—a mediating softness. There was nothing soft about this. The emotions too raw and new, our bodies too hard. I wanted to take each moment slowly. Feel the drag of his ass on my dick as I retreated and then forced more of myself in.

“Benedict.” He sounded bloody desperate and the way he pushed back until my knot pressed against his ass unleashed a string of curses. I spread him wider, watched as my knot fit snug on the tight ring of muscle strangling my cock.

“Goddess. I’m not going to last with you bearing down on me like that.”

“Don’t care,” he said, his deep voice breathy.

“No. I want to do this properly.” I couldn’t explain that properly meant I needed to make love to him, too afraid it would push him away. It was one thing to fuck, another to love in the way I wanted him to love me. I looked over at our mate, who lay weak and pale in her nest. The rut, that all consuming lust, would help her heal and bring her back to us. But there was more to our mating than bodies.

Jack reached back, feeling for my hand as I ground into him. “I want you closer.”

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