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“I’m so sorry,” I whisper. “Please can we talk about this?”
“There’s nothing to talk about,” he snaps. “You think I killed Jessica. You think I’m some kind of a monster, and maybe you’re right. Perhaps all this time I’ve been deluding myself. Perhaps you never truly loved me.”
“How can you say that?” I counter. “Of course I love you. I want to marry you, Nick!”
“Well you don’t act like it. Everytime there’s the slightest hitch, you accuse me of being a killer.” He shakes his head. I can’t see his face, but I can tell by his voice that he’s very emotional. “Perhaps this is karma,” he murmurs. “Perhaps I don’t deserve to ever be happy. Do you know how long I’ve waited to meet someone like you? Before you came into my life, I’d been celibate for over ninety years because I couldn’t bear to share my heart with anyone.”
My mouth gapes. “You were celibate? But I don’t understand. Surely you could have had any woman you wanted?”
“I could have,” he agrees. “Being a vampire means I can cast a spell over anyone I choose, but exploitation is not in my nature, Carly. I have never abused my power in that way and I have never taken anything from a woman that wasn’t given freely. When I make love, I need to know that the woman truly wants me for me.” He swallows. “I need to know that the woman truly loves Nick the man, not Nick the vampire.”
I wet my lips and take a step forward, my heart beating so fast it feels like it will explode. “But remaining celibate for all those years must have been so difficult.”
“It was. Some days I wanted sex so bad, I felt like killing myself. But eventually, I trained myself not to want it. Even when it was offered to me on a plate, I resisted temptation because I promised myself only to ever give my body to one special woman – a woman who truly loved me.” He pauses. “The first day you came into my office… I wanted you so bad it made me physically ill. I couldn’t sleep, couldn’t concentrate on anything. I had never felt a desire like that before and when you started to pursue me, oh God, it was the happiest time of my existence. Never in my wildest dreams did I believe that you could actually feel the same way that I felt about you. That’s why I relinquished my hold over you, because I had to be sure that your attraction to me was genuine.”
“Of course it was genuine!” I shout. “You know how much I love you. How many times do you want me to say it before it gets through to you?”
“Actions speak louder than words, Carly. If you really loved me, then you wouldn’t keep accusing me of killing Jessica. When you love someone, that’s something you just don’t do. I mean, what is a relationship without trust?”
“I agree, but I refuse to take all of the blame. If you’d just be straight with me and stop telling lies and half-truths all the time, perhaps Iwouldbe able to trust you.” I fold my arms across my chest. “Think how difficult this is for me, Nick. In the past two days alone, you’ve sprung a monstrous ex-wife on me, told me that London is crawling with vampires and lied to the police about your whereabouts on the night of a murder. Put yourself in my shoes and then tell me I’ve behaved badly. Considering the circumstances, I think I’ve coped pretty damn well.”
“Look, I don’t want to talk about this anymore,” he growls. “If you want to go on thinking that I’m a killer, fine. I can’t change that. Now do you want to switch off the light or should I?”
Cursing under my breath, I walk over to the switch by the door, and plunge the room into darkness. Quickly, I strip off my clothes, clamber into the bed and face away from him, my shoulders hunched defensively. Now the only light in the room is the golden embers of the fire in the grate.
For long moments, I lie awake, blinking in the darkness with a great lump of misery sitting in my chest. I need to feel his cock inside me. I need him to fuck me hard and make me scream, but right now, that seems highly unlikely. Not after all the things I just said to him.
Finally, I can bear it no longer. With trembling fingers, I reach out my hand and touch his shoulder. He coldly shrugs me off.
“Go to sleep,” he barks.
“Nick, please! Can’t we at least talk?”
“I told you, there’s nothing to talk about.”
“But I love you.”
“No you don’t. You think I’m a killer.”
“I don’t! Please stop saying that.”
With a grim expression, I plump up my pillow before resting my head on my elbow and facing towards him. He’s still turned away from me and my pussy gets hot as I ogle his beautifully-sculpted back. Leisurely, my eyes travel down the length of his body, openly salivating at the delectable feast on display.Dear Lord, I want his cock so badly I can almost taste it, but I need to take my time to break down his barriers.
Softly, I reach out again and stroke his shoulder. This time, he doesn’t shrug me off, and I sense that I’m starting to win him over. Moving forward, I walk my fingers down his spine, lightly scratching the surface of his skin with my nails; he shudders with delight.
Licking my lips, I gently turn him onto his front and straddle him. He puts up no resistence and I know then that I’ve got him where I want him. Working my way down, he moans as I run my tongue up and down his spine, relishing the sweet taste of his silky-smooth skin.
I love him so much.
Moving lower, I softly lick the cheeks of his buttocks, then press my lips to his left rump. He sucks air through his teeth.God, he tastes so good.
Slowly, teasingly, I work my way across, kissing a trail from his left buttock to his right,before burying my tongue deep inside the crease.
“Stop it,” Nick moans. “Why are you doing this? You don’t love me. You don’t want me. Stop pretending…”
I raise my head. “I’ll show you just how much I want you.” So saying, I return to his butt and flick my tongue up and down his crack, making him whimpers with excitement. Fuck, I love those sounds; love knowing how much power I have over him.
Moving down from his delectable bottom, I softly lick and suck the backs of his thighs, his calves, his feet, then I gradually work my way back up again. His moaning grows harder, more urgent.
