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“You’ve been hurt by those that are meant to love you most, meant to protect you. You and Lilly share the same pain, you understand each other on a level that none of us do. You need her to shine a light on that darkness inside of you, to break those chains you’ve wrapped so tightly around you. To show you that you are not a monster.” My voice is entreating him to believe me.
His jaw clenches, his fingers clasped tightly around his cup.
“And what about you, Kai?” he lashes out, as he always does when someone hits a nerve. “Or are you above the rest of us fucked up assholes?”
“I need her to feel alive,” I tell him, our gazes locked. His softens slightly, a hand reaching out to me.
“Kai…” he says, his voice broken.
“Why don’t you go and wake her up? Tell her I’m here,” I clear my throat, unable to hold his gaze now that I’ve exposed myself so fully.
I hear him heave a sigh, and as he walks past me, his hand comes out to squeeze my shoulder before letting go and heading up the stairs.
My chest rises and falls with my own deep inhale.
I can’t deny the truth of my words, even if they took me by surprise. Lilly makes me feel more alive than I’ve felt in a long time. She has breathed life into me, waking me up as if from a deep slumber.
And I need her breath, like a dying man needs the kiss of life.
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LILLY
I wake up with two hot bodies pressed close on either side of me. Memories of the night before flash across my vision, making my toes curl and my breath quicken.
I can't believe that happened!
I squirm with delight, only to get growled at in stereo. I can't help but giggle out loud. I feel so happy. Full of joy, and for a moment, completely free of everything that happened earlier in the year. Before morbid thoughts can overtake my peace, I get double poked with morning wood by the arseholes on either side of me.
“If you're gonna squirm all up on my wood,” Jax growls out, his voice is so deep this morning Her Vagisty starts panting, “then you'll have to deal with him,” he says as he slowly grinds his hard dick up against my inner thigh. I shiver at the contact and feel the wetness of precum smear across my leg.
“Couldn't have said it better myself, brother,” Loki drawls from behind me, his voice husky and delicious too. “Never too early for a bit of DP in my opinion.”
“Loki!” I admonish, which turns into a groan as his hands begin to wander over my stomach.
Just then, the door crashes open, hitting the wall, and I squeal and sit upright. The guys leap up, hard dicks bobbing. I look up to see Ash framed in the doorway, wearing his familiar slacks, in soft grey today, and white shirt, no tie.Must be the weekend,I snort to myself.
“Kai’s here.” The familiar bored tone of Ash's voice travels over to me and pisses me off instantly.
His steel grey gaze meets mine, full of arrogant insolence, a perfect jet black brow raised. I don't miss the sudden flare of lust as his eyes dart down, then back up again. I look down and realise that, of fucking course, I didn't cover myself and am naked and exposed from the waist up. Nothing he hasn't seen before I guess. With that, he turns on his heels and leaves, saying nothing of the fact we are all naked in the same bed.
“Fucking asshole,” Jax grumbles, heading in the direction of the bathroom.
Loki begins to say something, and it's only then I remember that I'm meant to be going on a hike with Kai today. I scramble out of bed and rush after Ash, heading down the stairs. I see Kai leaning against the makeshift bar, talking to Ash, his eyes going wide when he spots me.
“Kai! I'm so sorry! I completely forgot about our hike!” I gasp out, noticing his face getting redder by the minute. “Kai? Are you okay?” I ask, concerned that maybe he's angry with me about forgetting.
It's then that Ash turns round, his own steel eyes widening, and suddenly, the penny drops.
“I'm still naked, aren't I?” I cringe, tipping my head back as my whole body flushes with embarrassed heat.
“As the day you were born, Pretty Girl,” Loki chuckles out, slapping my arse hard as he walks past.
“What the fuck was that for?” I glare at him, rubbing my buttcheek.
“Kai likes a little pain, don't you, Kai?” Loki innocently asks. “Or more specifically, likes to give a little pain,” Loki finishes with a wink.
My head whips to Kai whose face is crimson, his mouth hanging open, completely lost for words. To be fair, I'm also speechless, not knowing whether to be turned on or embarrassed anymore.
