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He kept a tight grip on me, holding me firm up against his stomach, but letting me wiggle around enough to embarrass myself, and you bet I fucking did, fighting hard enough that he’d fight back, urging him to swat just a little harder until it felt right, like what I deserved. I’d stayed out late and made him worry, and if that wasn’t a reason to beat my ass until it was on fire, I didn’t know what was.
It was stillsucha fucking turn on though, and the more I squirmed the harder my dick got, and when he stopped spanking and put the spatula down, I just kept moving, kept rubbing and thrusting against his thigh.
He put one hand on my ass, squeezing hard, pulling my skin tight, and he yanked my shorts higher up into my crack with the other. They wedged right up against my hole, tight on the back of my balls, and I moaned and shivered, some nasty humiliation twisting around in my gut.
I was red hot everywhere, aroused and ashamed, and not at all sure I was allowed to be feeling this good, and somehow that just made it better. Him playing with me like I was a toy, groping my cheeks, embarrassing me until my dick was throbbing so hard I could feel it all through my body… I wasn’t sure how I was going to survive.
“Daddy.” I moaned it, desperate and needy and probably wrong, but it felt so right. “Daddy, I’m gonna come.”
“I know, baby.” His voice was rough as he groped my ass hard, pinching the tops of my thighs where I was extra sore, getting a little mean, the way I liked. “You can come just as soon as you tell Daddy why it’s important to follow the rules.”
“I…” My mind went completely blank, knowing he’d given me a whole book of rules, said a whole lot of shit, and I really had listened, but then he’d spanked me, and it felt so good… “So I stay safe!” I gasped out, suddenly latching onto one that swam up from the fog in my head.
“That’s good. Good boy,” he said, swatting me hard like it was a reward, and I rocked against him harder. “And?”
I groaned, not wanting to think anymore, just wanting to hump his leg like a dog until I filled up my tight briefs with come, get fucking filthy on his lap. But this was important, I’d made him worry, and I tried hard to remember.
“I don’t know,” I finally said, kicking at the floor, frustrated, and he gave me more swats, a lot of them, each one slamming me up against his thigh, with almost enough friction,almost.
“Daddy has rules because he wants you to stay safe and he wants you to stay out of trouble,” he told me.
“Yes, Daddy.”
“Say it.”
“Daddy wants me to stay safe and stay out of trouble,” I repeated, my voice hoarse and desperate.
“Because I love you.”
I whined and squeezed my eyes shut, waiting for him to make me repeat it.Wantinghim to. Maybe.
Instead, he swatted my ass with firm steady spanks and a minute later I groaned and came hard, collapsing over his lap.
* * *
“Caleb?” I whispered, when I was finallypressed up against him where I wanted to be, warm under the blankets with his arm wrapped around me.
“Yeah?”
“Why do you say that stuff?”
“What stuff?”
“You know what I mean,” I told him, hoping he did, because I wanted him to say it, but I didn’t think I could.
“That I love you?” he finally asked.
“Yeah.”
“Because I love you.”
He was so fucking no-nonsense about it, so no big deal, just handing it over and for a minute I thought I was going to throw up.
“That’s bullshit,” I muttered, and he should have been offended, but he laughed a little instead.
“No it’s not. I care about you. I don’t want anyone to hurt you. I think about you constantly. I have for a long time. I love you in a lot of different ways. All the ways I can. But not everybody’s the same.”
He was letting me off the hook again, telling me I didn’t have to say it back, that there was nothing wrong with me if I couldn’t. Part of me wanted to tell him he didn’t have to do that, make excuses for me. That I could feel things for people the way any normal person could, that I wasn’t so damaged I had no emotional response dashboard, but I didn’t know if any of that was true.
