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“I haven’t had sex with anyone before,” she confessed.
And then it hit me, how it all made perfect sense. The awkward kissing, the shyness around men and me, and the fact she always seemed so surprised and scared wherever I touched her.
She moved her arms around her chest, trying to cover herself, while I dragged my hand through my hair and processed the situation, feeling like I’d just won the fucking jackpot. I had Marinka, a virgin, in my penthouse all this time and didn’t even realise it. God, I’d been such a fool. I should have recognized the signs.
I grabbed her chin and made her face me.
“Are you serious? You never had sex with a man?” I asked, just to be one hundred percent sure we were both on the same page.
“No. I never had a boyfriend, let alone kissed someone else other than you.”
I smiled, and my smile turned into a grin, and then into a laugh. I couldn’t stop myself because this was the happiest day of my life.
She frowned, staring at me indignantly, but seriously, I just couldn’t believe I was so fucking lucky.
“This isn’t funny, Sebastian. Let me go,” she muttered, trying to wriggle herself free from me.
I really needed to pull myself together.
“I’m not laughingatyou. I’m just so fucking happy because this is the best news anyone has ever given me,” I explained. “You’re mine, and mine alone.”
Marinka was mine, and I was going to be her first. She still looked confused.
“Aren’t you mad at me?” she finally asked.
“Mad? Are you fucking kidding me? I’m ecstatic that no one has ever touched you before and I’m honored to be your first one, if you of course let me,” I said, reaching out to trail the back of my fingers down her soft cheeks. My heart constricted as it dawned on me what a huge gift I’d been given. A chance to rock her world … a chance to prove to myself I didn’t always have to be a beast.
But it also terrified me that Marinka would have the keys to my true self. She would know, and I could no longer hide.
Did I want this?
As I asked myself the question, I knew the answer.
Grabbing her legs, I moved her closer to me. “I will be gentle because you belong to me. You’re my property now, do you understand me?”
“So … will you let me?” I repeated.
She still seemed apprehensive, but I couldn’t be more exhilarated that no other fucker had ever laid his hands on her pussy. The moment she confessed to me she was a virgin, I felt reborn. Such was the claim I put on her.
“Yes, Sebastian.” Her voice shook.
I moved my fingers between her legs, caressing her clit once again. She was so wet for me and so ready. I had to break her first, the toughest part, so we could both enjoy this act sooner rather than later.
“Spread your legs for me, princess,” I whispered. She gripped the sheets on each side of the bed, and I could tell she was enjoying this. Letting go. “I don’t want to wear a condom, but I suppose you’re not on birth control?”
“I am. I still had some when I came here, but I am going to run out soon,” she admitted.
“Then this is a fucking dream, Marinka,” I said before settling between her things. Then, gently … very gently … I pushed the tip of my rock hard cock inside her. Her body tensed instantly and she let go of a short whimper.
“Just breathe in and relax. This will be painful at first, but then it will feel good, baby girl,” I assured her.
She was so fucking tight. I’d never fucked a virgin before, but she felt incredible. I wanted to put her in restraints and fuck her hard until we both collapsed on the bed, exhausted but satisfied. That would come—later. First, we had to get this out of the way.
She pinched her brows together and yelped when I gave a hard thrust. My cock was finally fully inside her now, so I stilled to give her time to adjust. Her face twisted in pain, but soon, her expression eased. She was so fucking beautiful.
“The worst is over now, darling. I’m going to move slowly,” I said. I couldn’t even believe I was saying something like that. Sex was always about me and my needs, but Marinka deserved better. She made me a different man, without even trying.
She nodded, anxiety written on her face. I started moving inside her while my heart thumped a loud rhythm inside my chest. She felt so fucking good, but moments later, tears began spilling down her cheeks. I couldn’t fucking take it, so I pulled out, seeing that this was causing her too much pain. Fuck, I killed people for a living and now I couldn’t break a young virgin. What the fuck was wrong with me?
