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It takes several swallows to get my words out. “Yeah.”
“You’re a fucking dream, Odile. I could get addicted to you.”
He kisses me and lines himself up at my entrance. I cling to his back, my nails threatening to break his skin. He groans as he presses into me. I hiss out a breath and wait for the feelings of panic and disgust.
They don’t come.
Fuck. I feel so full. So deliciously, amazingly full. I want him to move so I tug on his shoulders.
“You sure? You’re so fucking tight. You sure you’re not a virgin?”
“Well, I wouldn’t be now, would I?” I somehow manage to quip in a desperate attempt to disguise from him how freaked out I am. I’m freaking out because I’m not freaking out. I’m falling apart because it feels so damn good and I didn’t know it could be like this.
He laughs and the movement makes me quiver.
“You ready?” he asks. I nod.
Slowly he withdraws and sinks back into me. I groan. He repeats the action, moving so slowly it’s a new, delicious kind of torture. One I’ve never experienced before. Now my nails claw at his back in desperation, not fear. I want more. I need him to move faster.
“You’re so fucking sexy, Odile. Always have been. But never more so than when you’re thirsty for and begging for my dick.”
“Fucking give me it then,” I grind out from between my clenched teeth.
“As you wish, princess.”
He grins down at me and withdraws once more. When he doesn’t immediately push back in, I frown at him. He waits. I’m about to snap at him when he steals my breath away by slamming home.
And it is home. Kaiden has always been that place of safety for me. The one I couldn’t bear to lose, despite my confused feelings for Axel and my secret relationship with Zie…back in the day. Obviously everything is different now. My head and my heart know that. But my body doesn’t.
“In the fucking present, princess, or I’ll fuck you until you don’t know what day it is,” he snaps, but it’s the sharp way he pinches my nipple that brings me back to the moment.
The bite of pain makes me tense. I wait for darkness to come but as he continues to tug and twist on the sore bud, the pain turns to pleasure. He waits until I’m moving my hips in jerky tandem with his before letting go. “That’s better, good girl.”
Thank fuck The General never called me that because I would vomit from the shame, but coming from Kaiden it’s embarrassingly hot.
“I can’t believe Zie never fucked you,” he moans.
“How do you know?” I pant out between his punishing thrusts.
“He wouldn’t have been able to keep from bragging. You’re—”
“You can’t say anything!” I cry in a panic, tensing up. The action makes Kaiden swear under his breath.
“Relax. I’ll be your dirty little secret,” he teases before kissing me. “Are you close?”
Should I lie? I’m not. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to come from just sex but no one ever took the time to ask or try.
I shake my head no. “I can’t,” I admit without embarrassment or shame. I’m simply stating a fact. He doesn’t need to know it’s a miracle I can even tolerate his dick between my legs.
Rather than feeding me some macho bullshit about how he’s god’s gift to intercourse, or how I haven’t had the right dick yet, or how I just need an expert that knows my body better than I know myself, he actually listens to me – to what I’m saying and what I’m not saying – and he slows his pace.
“Do you want me to stop? I’m happy to die with my head between your thighs so I’ll happily make you come that way again.”
“No.” I shake my head. “I like this. It feels good. Besides, I got to come twice. Surely it’s your turn.”
“Being with you is enough.” I shake my head at his bullshit and he laughs, which does amazing things to my insides. “Okay. I’m dying to bust a nut but I’m a gentleman.”
“It’s fine.” I give my permission for him to have at it. Me.
