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“No, I want to see all of you,” Luke said as he easily subdued Gray and gently held his arms down.
Tears formed in Gray’s eyes and Luke instantly relinquished his hold on Gray but Gray just lay unmoving beneath him. “I’m a freak, Luke,” he cried out suddenly. “Even when my hair grows back and I gain weight, I’ll still only be half a man.”
Gray looked so broken as silent tears streaked down his cheeks that Luke was on the verge of releasing him entirely. But his instincts kicked in and he stayed where he was and leaned down and began kissing away the salty tears until they stopped all together. Gray’s body eventually went pliant beneath his and his ragged breaths eased. And when Luke kissed his mouth, Gray kissed him back.
“Do you feel that, Gray?” Luke murmured as he rubbed his erection against Gray’s body. “So even if you don’t believe the words I’m about to say, believe this, because my body can’t lie and it knows exactly who it wants,” Luke said.
“I knew the day we met that I wanted you in a way I’ve never wanted another person, man or woman. And I knew when I talked to Dane and Jax that this need I have wasn’t about any man, it was about one man. It’s you and only you. Nothing about you is a turn-off for me. Nothing.”
He leaned down to brush a kiss across Gray’s lips. “I’ll stop the moment you tell me to but make sure it’s because you don’t want me because I won’t accept anything less.”
Luke was thrilled when Gray initiated the next kiss. It quickly went from tentative and uncertain to needy and raw and it was Luke who had to break the kiss to catch his breath. Gray’s hands had found their way under his shirt and were skimming up and down his back as his hips lifted so he was brushing Luke’s cock with every upward motion.
With his desire quickly spiraling out of control, Luke reared back and stripped off his shirt and then went to work on the buttons of Gray’s. His fingers felt too big and awkward for the task and as his eyes connected with Gray’s he said, “See what you do to me?”
His voice sounded husky even to his own ears. But Gray seemed to understand his dilemma because he sat up and with Luke now straddling him, began helping with the buttons. Luke abandoned the task and focused on kissing Gray instead. Once Gray finished with the last button, he stilled his hands and Luke knew he was struggling with the final step of baring his body completely.
“Show me,” Luke whispered against Gray’s lips.
Gray removed the shirt slowly and tossed it to the floor and then his hands dropped down to rest on Luke’s thighs. Luke let his fingers explore Gray’s smooth skin. While Gray had definitely lost some muscle definition, it didn’t deter Luke in the least as he explored every ridge and hollow. He let his fingers settle on the spot on Gray’s chest where he’d struck him that first day.
“It feels like a lifetime ago, doesn’t it?” Luke asked softly.
“I never would have guessed that one of the worst days in my life would also be one of the best,” Gray said.
Luke hung there for a moment as he absorbed the words and then he was pushing Gray back down on the bed and devouring his mouth. Gray’s eager tongue welcomed Luke as he thrust past Gray’s full lips. They kissed for several long minutes until Luke finally forced himself to release Gray’s mouth and scorched a trail of kisses down Gray’s neck. His fingers roamed over Gray’s chest and settled on his nipples. He played with one while he sucked at the point where Gray’s neck and shoulder met and he heard a strangled moan escape Gray’s lips. An assault on Gray’s nipples was next and the resulting whimpers had Luke grinding his dick mindlessly against Gray’s.
As Luke made his way down Gray’s body, he felt Gray begin to tense up. The reaction helped cool Luke’s raging need and he shifted back up so he could kiss Gray. “Move up a little,” he said softly. Gray hesitated - probably because he knew why Luke wanted him to move farther up the bed – but then eased himself up on to his elbows and pulled himself up closer to the headboard and when he was done moving, Luke settled over him once more.
“One word and this stops, Gray. I just need to be with you even if that means all we do is sleep-”
Gray sat up and kissed him before he could finish the sentence and then he was taking Luke’s hand in his and placing it over the button on his pants. He lowered himself back down to the bed and watched Luke as Luke slowly worked the button free. The zipper was next and then Luke was climbing off of Gray so he could pull Gray’s pants off of him. He left Gray’s underwear where it was and focused his attention on the rest of Gray’s body. He kissed and touched every surface he could reach and when he next looked up to see if Gray was okay, he was glad to see that Gray’s eyes were closed and his lower lip was caught between his teeth.
Luke let his hands brush over Gray’s still flaccid cock and the instant he did, all the tension he’d managed to work out of Gray’s body came back and his eyes flew open. Luke palmed Gray’s dick as their eyes held each other but he didn’t make a move to remove Gray’s underwear until Gray gave him an almost imperceptible nod. Gray lifted his hips long enough to allow Luke to lower the underwear but he didn’t remove them entirely because his gaze was focused on Gray’s cock.
A moment of uncertainty came over him as the full impact of what he was about to do hit him. He’d loved what Gray had done to him out in the living room but getting a blowjob and giving one were two very different things. What if he hated it and couldn’t go through with it? What kind of damage would that do to Gray’s vulnerable psyche? But even as his doubt began to build, he was reminded of the trust Gray had put in him – this one chance he’d given Luke to show him that he wasn’t any less of a man.
With that thought in mind, Luke reached down to run his tongue over the surprisingly soft skin. Intrigued, he did it again and then once more and with each caress, he felt saliva start to flood his mouth as his lust exploded. Whatever apprehension he felt at touching a man so intimately faded to the back of his mind as he ran his tongue over the crown. Gray surged beneath him at the contact so Luke did it again. As he continued to explore Gray’s length, he heard a cry of distress and looked up to see Gray had covered his eyes with his hands.
Instead of asking Gray if he wanted him to stop, Luke used his hand to pull Gray’s dick away from his body. He ignored the fold of empty skin beneath the heavy flesh and sealed his mouth over the tip. With each subsequent suck, he drew more of Gray’s length into his mouth and a surge of energy went through him when he felt the hot flesh twitch against his tongue. Gray had gone deathly quiet and Luke didn’t dare look up to check on him because he couldn’t bear to see the man’s disappointment. As he continued to massage Gray’s cock, Luke slipped his palm under Gray’s ass to knead the flesh and then his finger was slipping between the crease to search out his hole. He brushed over the pulsing entrance several times and then removed his finger. Instead of putting his finger in his mouth, he reached up to press it against Gray’s lips.
At some point he’d gotten Gray’s attention because Gray was watching him with a mix of desperation and want and he instantly opened his mouth and sucked Luke’s finger in. The pressure Gray exerted on his digit had Luke remembering what it felt like to have the man’s mouth wrapped around him and he instantly changed the level of tension he was applying to Gray’s dick. A hiss escaped from Gray’s mouth as he released Luke’s finger and Luke nearly cried out at the feel of Gray’s dick thickening in his mouth. Luke kept up the torment and used his finger to find Gray’s opening once more. Gray’s saliva eased the way and as soon as his finger pushed past the outer muscle trying to deny Luke’s entry, Gray’s dick swelled even more.
“Luke!” Gray called out and another glance up showed he had Gray’s complete attention.
Luke pulled his finger back out and then pressed it in again until he was in as far as he could go. Gray began to alternate between pushing up into his mouth and trying to bear down even farther onto his finger. Luke stroked over Gray’s inner walls until he found the bundle of nerves he was looking for. Gray actually shouted at the contact and then he began thrusting heavily into Luke’s mouth as his cock hardened to the point that Luke could no longer keep him fully in his mouth without gagging. Luke made sure to strike Gray’s prostate over and over again with his finger as he continued sucking on Gray, and Luke’s own lust was so intense that he began humping his hips into the bed. A sudden curse erupted from Gray’s mouth and then he was jerking against Luke uncontrollably and while there was no fluid to accompany Gray’s orgasm, the feel of his dick pulsing inside of Luke’s mouth had Luke’s own body responding and he swallowed the moan that erupted as he came.
Several long seconds passed as Luke tried to catch his breath which was made all the harder since he wasn’t ready to release Gray’s still twitching dick or remove his finger from the man’s rippling ass. Luke gently sucked on Gray as they both came down and then finally pulled his finger free of Gray’s body and let his cock go after giving it one final lick. Ignoring the liquid seeping through his underwear and jeans, Luke climbed up Gray’s body. Gray’s eyes were closed and he was quiet…so quiet that Luke actually felt a moment of panic that he’d somehow inadvertently hurt him.
“Gray…”
Gray’s eyes slowly opened and the sight of unshed tears had Luke reaching for his face. “Oh God, did I hurt you?”
Gray quickly shook his head and even as the tears fell, he reached up and palmed Luke’s cheek. Relief went through Luke but it was short-lived because nothing could have prepared him for the moment when Gray suddenly whispered, “I love you, Luke.”
ChapterEight
“Will you tell me about this?” Gray asked as he trailed his fingers over the scar that started at Luke’s temple and disappeared into his hair. He’d been petting Luke for a while now, ever since he’d woken up to find Luke lying across his chest. Almost thirty minutes had passed before he’d felt Luke’s breathing change enough to indicate he was awake and Gray had used the time to think back to the night before after he’d let those three words slip from his lips. Luke hadn’t responded to his declaration other than to kiss him long and deep but there’d been a moment after Luke climbed off of him and disappeared into the bathroom that Gray was sure he’d fucked up to the point that he’d lost Luke. But Luke had come back within a minute, minus his jeans and underwear and he’d crawled under the covers next to Gray and dragged him up against his chest.
