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“After your nightmare you said he was a lot like me.” Jax loosened his hold on Dane as the man quieted. “I think you see him whenever you look at me and my guess is that at some point in your relationship he used your insecurities against you and you’re waiting for me to do the same thing.”
“I loved him,” Dane whispered.
“Oh baby, I know that. And he was a lucky man but he should have done better by you.” Jax couldn’t resist leaning down and kissing Dane again. Some of the tension drained out of him when Dane kissed him back and he released his hold on the other man completely and was rewarded with two strong arms wrapping around his shoulders.
“I can’t make you trust me, Dane. But I’m going to trust you not to break my heart the way Isaac broke yours.”
Jax sat up, pulling Dane up with him. “I need you, Dane. I need you inside of me,” he said softly as he began tugging Dane’s shirt off. Dane hesitated for a moment, then reached for Jax and kissed him hard. He let Dane guide him down to the bed and relished the feel of Dane’s weight pressing him into the mattress. Firm lips traced his jawline and trailed a path down his neck. Fingers pushed his shirt up to reveal his stomach and a hot tongue began exploring him.
“Take it off,” Dane mumbled as he pushed Jax’s shirt higher. Jax fumbled with the garment as Dane continued tormenting him with his teeth and tongue and when Dane’s hot, wet mouth closed over his nipple, Jax moaned and grabbed Dane’s head to keep him there. The same attention was given to the other side and then Dane was closing his mouth over Jax’s again. Dane reared back and worked the rest of Jax’s clothes off. As he crawled back up the length of Jax’s body, Jax spread his legs to make room for him and sighed when the fabric of Dane’s jeans brushed over his sensitive cock.
Jax closed his eyes and just enjoyed the sensation of being loved. Dane left no place on him untouched and when he finally reached Jax’s cock he worshipped every inch of it before drawing the entire length deep into his mouth. Jax managed to open his eyes long enough to watch Dane bobbing up and down on him as his cheeks hollowed over and over again and he couldn’t help but reach his hand down and close it over the hand Dane had splayed across his abdomen. Dane instantly intertwined their fingers.
“Dane, I’m close,” Jax managed to get out as Dane increased his suction. His words had no impact and before he could say anything else, Dane was swallowing around his length as a finger brushed over his hole. Jax cried out as his orgasm caught him off guard and he watched Dane swallow his release. His body melted from the pleasure and he felt drained as Dane released him and climbed up his body. When Dane kissed him, Jax eagerly licked the remaining proof of his orgasm from Dane’s lips.
Dane leaned back and traced his fingers around Jax’s mouth and then dragged his thumb over his lips. “It’s too much,” he whispered as he met Jax’s gaze. Jax had no idea what he meant and didn’t get to ask because Dane began kissing him again, then sat up and worked the remainder of his clothes off. Jax pulled the lube and a condom out of the nightstand.
“Jax,” Dane said, a fine tremor shaking through his voice.
“Yeah?”
“I’ve only done this a couple times,” he said. “I haven’t been with many men and most of them didn’t want me to…”
“I want this, Dane. I’ve been dreaming about it since the first time you kissed me.”
Dane looked taken aback and it was yet another reminder that between his father and the men in his life, Dane’s self-confidence had taken a brutal hit. Dane leaned over him and brushed a soft kiss over his lips.
“Don’t let me hurt you, Jax,” he whispered and Jax couldn’t help but wonder if Dane was referring to the present moment or what would come tomorrow. Jax didn’t have much time to consider it as Dane rolled him to his stomach and a big hand held him open as slick fingers began probing his hole. He bit into his lip to stifle his moan as a finger pressed inside of him. Bottoming hadn’t been something he’d done often but he hadn’t lied when he’d said he dreamed of Dane doing this to him. More lube was worked into his body and the sting intensified as little starbursts of pleasure began to dance behind his eyes. A second finger joined the first and Dane flicked his wrist, twisting the probing digits.
“Please, Dane,” Jax said as he dropped his forehead against the mattress. Relief went through him as he heard the condom wrapper being torn open but Dane’s fingers continued to probe him. Dane slowly pulled them out and settled his palm on Jax’s lower back and he tensed when he felt the broad head of Dane’s dick begin stretching him. Jax bore down on Dane and moaned when his hole collapsed and Dane easily slid the rest of the way in.
“Oh God,” Jax hissed against his arm as the burning pressure expanded out to the rest of his body.
“Are you okay?” Dane asked as both hands stroked up Jax’s back.
Jax was too overcome to speak so he nodded and reached back with his arm to touch Dane’s thigh. He was glad when Dane got the silent message and began to slowly rock in and out of him.
* * *
Sweat dripped down Dane’s forehead as he carefully pushed back into Jax and felt his inner walls ripple around him. Jax’s ass was an amazing sight on its own but to see his cock sliding in and out of the powerful man beneath him and hearing Jax’s little grunts every time he did it had Dane trying to stave off his orgasm. The last thing he’d expected tonight was Jax’s admission of love and truth be told, he was doing everything he could to keep it out of his immediate thoughts because he wanted this moment to be exactly what it was – him and Jax the way they were meant to be. There wasn’t any of the bullshit that acted as a filter in his head whenever the words he wanted to hear were spoken to him. No, it was two men sharing in the pleasure their bodies could bring. If he let it be anything more than that, he’d just fuck it up like he did everything else.
Dane ran his hands over the tattoo on Jax’s shoulder and followed it down to his spine. He kept up his slow, deep rhythm as he traced his fingers down Jax’s back and over his ass. He spread Jax’s cheeks so he could watch himself disappear in and out of the other man. When he felt that familiar prickle along the back of his neck, he knew instantly what it meant and glanced up to confirm that Jax was indeed watching him. He’d thought taking Jax from behind would make it easier to control his fierce desire but now he wanted nothing more than to watch Jax come apart beneath him.
Dane lowered his body along Jax’s back and humped into him as he leaned down and kissed Jax, then traced the shell of his ear with his tongue. “I need to see you,” he said softly before he forced himself to pull out of Jax and turn him over. He missed the man’s heat for even the few seconds it took to get him in position and he fumbled to get back inside of Jax before the cold that he knew would eventually come would overtake this moment. Jax sighed when Dane resumed his pace and his legs came up to wrap around Dane.
“Touch yourself,” Dane heard himself order and wondered where the huskiness in his voice had come from.
Jax did as he was told and began stroking his cock to match Dane’s thrusting. “Harder,” Dane said as he pulled Jax’s ass up higher so he could get deeper. He slammed into Jax hard once and then did a few shallow thrusts. He repeated the move again and again, reveling in Jax’s grunts as he began to anticipate the powerful plunges. Jax’s jerking of his cock became more frantic as Dane increased the pace and began hammering in and out of him.
Dane suddenly pulled all the way out and tapped the head of his cock over Jax’s sensitive hole several times before shoving himself back inside.
“Fuck, yes!” Jax shouted when Dane did it again and pre-come began leaking from the head of Jax’s dick. Dane slammed into him again and ran his fingers over the head of Jax’s cock and collected some of the fluid. He shoved his fingers into Jax’s mouth and watched as he eagerly sucked on them.
Dane kept up his pounding as he leaned down to kiss Jax and the tangy flavor set off shockwaves of delight inside him. He shoved Jax’s hand away from his cock and took over the merciless jerking as he pummeled Jax over and over. Skin slapped against skin and their moans and cries of pleasure mingled together as they reached the edge.
“Harder, Dane. Fuck me harder!” Jax shouted as he grabbed the rails of the wooden headboard above his head.
Dane was ruthless after that, all fear of hurting the man beneath him gone as he pushed them higher and higher. As the bed shook, Dane forced his eyes open and saw Jax watching him, eyes bright with emotion, mouth open but no sound coming out. Suddenly it wasn’t enough anymore and Dane dropped down onto Jax and wrapped his free hand around the back of Jax’s neck and lifted his head until their foreheads met.
