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“She knows you,” Jax said coolly and gave Cade no choice but to take her. The guy acted like he was being handed a bomb.
“You okay with this?” Logan asked Dane and Dane didn’t even hesitate to answer.
“Yes. Her diaper bag is in the back seat of the car.”
“Okay, we’ll see you guys in a bit,” Logan said as he herded Cade out the door.
Jax closed the door and then locked it and a surge of energy went through Dane. Jax was quiet – too quiet. But he also hadn’t told him to get the hell out yet.
“You’re okay with me sending your daughter off with virtual strangers?”
Jax’s cool tone had him on edge but he managed to respond. “You trust them. I trust you.”
“So now you trust me? Just like that?”
Dane couldn’t blame Jax for not believing him. “No, not ‘just like that.’ It took longer than it should have but I see it now. You would never hurt me like the others did. Like my parents did.”
Jax moved slowly towards him, his dark eyes studying him. “And what about what happened between me and Cade?”
Dane dropped his eyes. “I hate it,” he admitted. “But it doesn’t change anything.”
He felt Jax’s fingers under his chin and then his head was being tipped up so he was forced to look into Jax’s eyes. “And if I told you nothing happened?”
“I would believe you.”
Jax’s fingers caressed his skin and Dane shuddered at the need that shot through him.
“I asked you if you loved me and you said no,” Jax whispered in a pained voice. “You lied to me.”
God, this was torture. The torment he had put this man through...
“I’m so sorry, Jax,” he said, a sob catching in his throat. A tear managed to slip down his cheek and he felt Jax’s thumb swipe across his skin to wipe it away.
“Just don’t do it again,” Jax said softly right before he covered Dane’s mouth with his.
* * *
Jax felt the tension in his body melt away as Dane let out a little cry and then wrapped his arms around him and returned his kiss.
He’d just stepped out of the shower when he heard the knocking at the front door and then a couple minutes later he’d felt a rush of joy followed by a sharp jab of pain at the sound of Dane’s voice. He’d managed to get his pants on and was preparing to go into the living room and send Dane away when he’d heard Dane doing exactly what he’d wanted him to do so long ago – he was fighting for him. For them.
But his wounds ran deep and even Dane’s admission of love couldn’t take away the cold sense of betrayal that had continued to course through him. As much as he had wanted what Dane was offering, he hadn’t been sure he could put his faith in someone that would never be able to do the same. Until Dane had uttered those words that Jax had needed to hear. Dane trusted him. He’d seen the trust in Dane’s eyes and he’d known in that instant that he could have the life he wanted and the revelation had nearly brought him to his knees.
Jax forced himself to pull back from Dane and held his face as he said, “Nothing happened between me and Cade. He came over this morning to work out and he used the shower in my guest room to get cleaned up so we could go meet the guys for lunch.” He saw the relief go through Dane and he also saw that the man believed him exactly as he’d said he would.
“I love you, Jax. I want to make a life with you. Whether it’s here or in Montana or wherever you want to go, I don’t care.” He pulled Jax down for a brief kiss. “I can’t promise that I won’t have my little moments where I get scared or say the wrong thing-”
“I’ll bring you back, Dane,” Jax promised as he wrapped his arms around Dane. “Whenever the noise in your head gets too loud, I’ll bring you back.”
Jax kissed Dane as he began backing him towards his room. By the time they reached his bed, he’d gotten Dane’s shirt off and Dane was struggling to get the button on Jax’s jeans free. “Missed you so much,” Dane whispered against his lips. Dane’s tongue stroked into his mouth and dueled with his while Dane’s fingers finished loosening his jeans. Rough palms caressed the globes of his ass as Dane scorched a trail of kisses down his neck and along his collar bone. And then Dane was sliding to his knees as his hands pushed Jax’s jeans and underwear down.
Between Dane’s expert fingers and hot mouth, Jax was shaking with desire long before Dane sucked him into his mouth and he tangled his fingers into Dane’s dark hair and gently fucked into the lushness that was drowning him in liquid fire. Dane’s eyes lifted to meet his as he opened his jaw wider and angled his head so Jax could get further down his throat. The open love he saw staring back at him was too much and he reached down to pull Dane to his feet, meeting his mouth halfway and plunging his tongue inside.
He eased Dane down onto the bed and relished in the feel of the hard body that fit his so perfectly. Dane separated his legs so that Jax fit between them and their cocks brushed against each other. Jax reached into his nightstand and pulled out the lube. But when he went to grab a condom, Dane reached for his hand and said, “I want to feel you, Jax. All of you.”
Jax was too overwhelmed to speak so he nodded and reached for the lube. His eyes stayed on Dane as he searched out Dane’s opening and brushed the tip of his finger over it. Dane bit his lip as he did it over and over and then moaned when Jax’s finger breached him. He took his time working more lube into Dane’s tight body, reveling in the sounds his lover made as his body hummed with excitement. As he worked, he leaned down and ran his tongue up the length of Dane’s cock.
“Yes,” Dane hissed as Jax sucked the tip into his mouth and applied suction even as his tongue traced every ridge. He let another finger slide into Dane and Dane shoved his dick farther into Jax’s mouth. A hand closed over his head and held him in place as Dane began fucking into him as Jax sawed his fingers in and out of Dane’s rippling body.
