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“Hell yeah, it’s gonna be a roll of good times! GOOD. FUCKING. TIMES. ” I devilishly snickered before cracking the bottle open and poured myself another round.
A wretched, deep grunt echoed from the person next to me. “You’re punishing me—I get it—but please, you know how jealousy gets me. It’s hurting me.”
She’s hurting?The fuck she is!What right did she have to complain? Had she kept her legs closed, we’d be in a good place now. We’d probably be back in the hotel, sweating each other off, and I’d be between her thighs or behind her, pounding into that tight ass, just as I dreamt every single night since she had left.
But look at us now. She just had to get her pussy tickled. Fuck this. Fuck her.
I couldn’t even look at her without wanting to drag her somewhere and punish her the way she ought to be. At the same time, the mere thought of touching her where this Juan Torres had just touched last night, fucked me up a great deal.
I was jealous, torn, murderous, unhinged, all balled into one giant mess.
Cara shifted and leaned a little closer to me, giving me a whiff of her scent. I recoiled when the smell assaulted my nostrils. My nose crinkled before I cocked my head to the side, offended by the memories assaulting me by a single whiff of her fragrance. Yes, I was so affronted that my cock began to harden at her signature musk. Stupid dick.
“When are we leaving? I want to have that talk.” She inched closer, blanketing my space with her aroma.
Son of a gun. Could she back off a little? Fuck.
“We can talk here,” I grunted out as my hand shook a little, trying to control the hunger created by her closeness. Damn her. I need another shot.
Waiting to have “the talk” in the hotel could lead to something ugly, and I’d rather do it here where I could contain myself. By the way my body was reacting to her, I didn’t trust myself, not knowing if I wanted to choke her or fuck the living daylights out her, pillaging that tight ass as previously planned. So yeah, my mental state was fifty-fifty.
“How do you suppose we achieve that? I can’t keep whispering and shit! This is driving me nuts. I can’t sit here and pretend everything’s gravy. We have to settle thisnow. I beg you.”
All right. Time to cut to the chase. “I was told there’s a room in the back for us to use. We can go there.” The throb on the side of my temple pounded again as I took a quick swig of my drink and slammed it down the counterpane. Then I stood and began to stride towards the back entrance.
Her heels madeclack-clacksounds with each step she took. And when I reached the brightly lit room, she took another thirty seconds before I secured and locked the door behind her. The last thing we needed was for someone to pop in, like Willa did earlier.
The room wasn’t large at all, just enough for their VIP guest to have a quick break before and after the party. The entire room was painted black. Paneled mirrors lined the entire room, alcoholic and non-alcoholic beverages sat on a table top in the middle of the area. Two red leather sofas. Little decorated plates of fruits and sandwiches. And the loud thumping of EDM music vibrated into the walls, but it was enough to carry on a decent conversation without having to yell.
This should do.
Hands in my pocket, I leaned against the furthest wall before taking a good look at the woman who was about to walk out of my life for good. She was a fidgeting, lip licking mess. Her eyes were pink from unshed tears, boring into my dead ones, silently begging for mercy, for forgiveness.
I’m going to miss her so much, my mind reminded me.Fuck it!Let’s get this over with. She’d leave, so I’d best come to terms with it. Damn it all to hell.
“What’s the answer, Cara?” My voice was devoid of any emotion, my eyes not backing down from the tumultuous silent battle.
“I love you,” she shakily whispered. “There’s not enough words to describe just how much, but I can’t grant what you’re demanding of me. I’ve worked too hard to get here. An inflated ultimatum to sacrifice my career for your ownselfishreasons. If you love me enough, you’d give me this second chance to prove that I’m yours. I’ll take extra care when making decisions from now on. I’m ready to grovel, to take whatever punishment you see fit, but don’task meto quit my passion. It’s my life. It means everything to me.” She paused, taking a step towards me. “I’m so, so very sorry for putting us in this miserable position. I fucked up, but give me a little credit for telling you that I did; that I’ve betrayed you in the most horrible way and how I’m willing to work through this, to get past this, so we can rebuild the future we planned together.”
No matter how many times she apologized, my mind was made up. I couldn’t be with someone who fantasized about another man. That was all shades fucked up. Yes, I loved her, and yes, I’d give up my life for her in a heartbeat, but what I wasn’t willing to compromise on was this giant of a mindfuck that wouldn’t go away until ties were severed. And she chose both.
I guessed, it was my turn to make a monumental decision. There was no way around it. No woman of mine was anyone’s whore. Over my dead body. If she wasn’t wholeheartedly mine, then she wasn’t mine at all.Simple as that.
“I get that you’re mad—I fucking do—but please don’t fucking flirt with women in front of me. It’s sickening. If it’s a twisted ploy to hurt me—”
“That won’t be a problem anymore,” I interjected, straight-faced, emotionless.
She opened her mouth before my words dawned on her. Then she shut it again before I saw her bottom lip wobble. “Don’t … please don’t say it.”
Not only had she broken my heart, but she had also managed to throw away the only thing that was beautiful in our lives, tainting our love, and for what? For some quick sexual high that needed to be scratched? Nah, I was done fooling myself.
“I can’t wait for you, Cara, not when I know you want him, too. There’s no fixing this. I’m done.”
She vehemently shook her head, clearly rejecting my decision. “You don’t mean that …We can’t break up!” she bemoaned as fat tears rolled down her beautiful face.
“I think we just did.”
Terror struck her pretty face. Heaving, she bawled harder and placed a hand over her heart. Cara broke down hard before her knees gave out and she collapsed on the floor.
