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“You never have to beg with me, Savvy, never.”
I reach down and slip my fingers in between her fat lips and rub her clit in a circle. She lifts her hips and rotates counterclockwise. I add more pressure and I feel her legs begin to shake and I know she’s close. Before she can cum, however, I slide down and suck her clit into my mouth and slide two fingers in her pussy and curl them at the same time. I hope no one is next to us because they are going to call the front desk or the cops after the scream Savannah just let loose. But I am not done with her, I uncurl my fingers and begin to pump them in and out of her. And I suck her lips in my mouth. Then I switch and put my tongue in her and my fingers rub her clit. When I switch back, she tries to run away from me. I look up at her from in between her legs.
“Don’t cheat me, Savvy,” I say as I snatch her ass back down the bed. “And get that pillow off your face I wanna hear about everything I’m doing to you.”
I reach up and snatch the pillow from her and throw it across the room, then I get back to business. I go back to my new favorite snack; I suck the whole top part of her pussy in my mouth and flick the tip of my tongue across her clit.
I add another finger inside her. I curl the middle one to touch her top and the other to try to reach all the way to the back and wait for the explosion. I reach up and begin to play with her nipples and that sends Savvy over the edge. She explodes, her back arches so far off the bed you would have thought I was performing an exorcism on her. I thought the scream she released earlier was loud, but I know someone called someone after the scream she just let go of. She reached down and grabbed my hair in both her hands and is using them as a lifeline or some reins.
I kiss all over her pussy and thighs as she comes down from her orgasm. I lick my fingers dry and when I look up to Savannah she is knocked out and snoring. Well, my job here is done, I think as I get up and go to the bathroom. I grab a washcloth, wet it with nice warm water and soap and come back to clean her up.
Once I’m satisfied, I cover her back up and head to the shower to finish myself off. I could’ve fucked Savannah tonight, but I refuse. The first time I stuff her with my cock she will be wearing my ring and my name. That shit I will not compromise on. After I get out the shower I don’t bother with clothes and get in the bed with Savvy. As soon as I get in, she reaches for me in her sleep, and I snatch her ass to lay over my chest and go to sleep holding my hatima yangu.
Savvy
What the fuck happened last night! Oh my gosh! what did I do last night? Thank God, Joshua is the type of guy he is because if he had even looked like he wanted to fuck I would’ve been begging him like a wanton slut.
That man could’ve gotten anything he wanted from me last night happily. Now I’m laying here with my ass hanging out the bottom of his tee shirt across his naked chest and naked everywhere else. How do I get myself in these situations?
“I know you're awake Savannah.”
“How do you do that Joshua?”
He chuckles. “I’m back to Joshua? Trying to put some distance between us Savannah?”
He says all the syllables to my name. I just stay quiet because that is exactly what I am trying to do.
Once again, he flips us until he is lying on top of me. I turn my face from his, but he takes my chin between his index finger and thumb and turns my head so he could look me in my eyes.
“My breath Joshua.”
“I don’t give a fuck about your breath Savanah. “There will be no walls between us, understand?”
When I don’t answer he leans down and nips my bottom lip hard enough to cause a sting but not hard enough to really hurt.
“Ow!”
“Then respond, dammit.”
“I’m trying, Joshua, ok.” I say with tears in my eyes. His whole face softens.
“Don’t cry baby, I’m sorry.”
“I’m scared Jag.” He gets off me and sits on the side of the bed he reaches for me and sits me on his lap, a leg on either side facing him.
“You gotta know Savvy, even though I have never told you I hoped my actions would have shown you. I love you, I. am. In. love. With. You. Full stop. You are it for me Savannah and I know you don’t have the best history with men telling you that because other people took advantage of your heart and desires but that’s not me, baby. And it’s okay to be scared, you can be scared it’s my job to slay your dragons and that shit ain’t supposed to easy baby. But trust and believe I am more than capable of slaying every one of your dragons, when you give me your complete trust, I will not only have earned it, but I will have shown and proved who I am to you. You’ll be secure and safe with me in every way, understood?”
“Yes,” I say as the tears trickle down my cheeks.
“It’s ok if you need to cry you go right ahead, I’m right here to be your strength hatima yangu.”
And that is how I spend my morning with my head on Jag’s chest, his hair in my hands and his arms around me as I cry and purge my fears and embrace my hopes again after eight years.
Joshua
Savannah doesn’t say she loves me back and I didn’t expect her to because this moment isn’t about me. I needed to reassure her. I commend her for walking away from a twenty-year relationship and taking control of her life but there are a lot of broken pieces still floating around inside her. Just call me gorilla glue because I intend on helping her put all those pieces back together. Her ex was a selfish ass narcissist, and I’m grateful he was too selfish and stupid playing his games to marry her, because that allowed me to find her.
When she finished crying, she went to her room to get dressed, we still had a lot to do, for her final move and she wanted to see her granddaughter before she leaves. We jump in the SUV I picked up yesterday and head to the storage company. Savannah, always the planner, picked a company that provides moving services. She sets the moving date up, gives them the address and as the guy is about to give her the total, I ask her if she could get my cell out the truck. Once she is out the door, I give the representative my card and tell him to act like Savvy is paying the bill.
