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“No,” she says breathily, but I know she’s lying from the moans leaving her lips.
“Liar,” I say, sucking her neck deeply as her thighs tighten around my fingers.
“Turn around, on your knees,” I say, moving behind her and unzipping my pants.
“Rocco,” she says slowly as I finger her gently, testing if she’s wet enough for me to thrust inside.
“Fuck,” I groan as I push inside of her. “So fucking tight, I missed this pussy.”
I grab her hips firmly and start to fuck her harder until I feel myself climax and collapse on top of her. She tries to turn around, but I push her back down and straddle her. I start to kiss down her neck, tasting the saltiness of her skin on my tongue. She squirms when I reach the hilt of her back and my tongue moves down lower as I lick her clean, listening to the small moans she makes. My thumb circles her asshole slowly as her body clenches in anticipation underneath me.
I turn her around slowly but hold her by her wrists as she tries to cover herself up. I push open her legs roughly as my mouth finds her neck. I suck and bite all the way down to her breasts and groan as I take them into my mouth one at a time until I move down lower. My tongue pushes deep into her as I feel her knees trying to close, but I gently push them open.
“Don’t come yet,” I say, thinking of my next move.
I move my body up so my face just hovers above hers and I start to enter her slowly, not as rough as last time. My hands resting on either side of her head as I thrust deeper into her. She is ready for me this time as her walls expand to accommodate me. We’re almost nose to nose, but I don’t get any closer to her, our bodies moving to a synchronized rhythm until I feel that familiar pull in my abdomen, and we climax together. For a second, our eyes lock, and I feel the urge to kiss her, but I don’t. I can’t make this more than a one-nighter.
“Goodnight, Sophia.” I say pulling out of her and heading into the shower before I start to say all the things buried deep within me for the past few weeks.
“And I shall seek you endlessly, for
I am a moth, and you’re my flame. Knowing that I’ll burn at your touch
I return, for you’re a fire; untamed.”
—Zubair Ahsan
TWO MONTHS LATER
IHADN’T SPOKEN TO ROCCO SINCE CHRISTMAS NIGHT AT MY PARENT’S HOUSE.
He returned from the shower, going to bed without saying a word. When I awoke in the morning, he was long gone.
All hope I had about a reconciliation had been extinguished at that moment. I had spent my time focusing on everything else apart from my crumbling marriage. The gym was my therapy with every bench press, squat, or kettlebell. It made me forget everything that was going on.
Lucia occasionally joined me, although she only had about five minutes of working out within her before she needed a break. Lucia is busy with college and her new ‘mystery man’. Who she refuses to tell me about, but happiness seemed to radiate from her.
“What is going on with you then?” she says, looking at me while trying to take a selfie on the treadmill.
“Only you would use a treadmill for a selfie prop,” I snort.
“I’m being versatile,” she says while increasing the incline. “And you’re being evasive.”
“Evasive?”
“I asked you a question.”
“This is what is going on, a whole load ofnothing. I want to hear more about you so I can live vicariously through you.”
“What I do know is monogamy equals mind-blowing sex. I’ve never had one boyfriend at a time,” she says thoughtfully. “But it feels more…”
“Intimate?” I finish for her.
“That is the word. Sorry I forgot you’re not exactly in the romantic frame of mind.”
“Well…” I hesitate on whether to tell her or not.
“What? Have you got a boyfriend?” she says looking half-impressed, half-annoyed.
