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“Is he sleeping?”
“He is. He falls to sleep so fast in my arms. Thanks for putting a rocking chair in that room.”
“I had it there for Willow and then moved it down here, but it belongs up there. Come under the blanket with me,” she said.
She lifted the edge for him and he climbed in and got behind her, her on her side, her back to his chest, his arm around her waist.
“I feel like all I’m doing is bringing drama to your life,” he said. “I’m sorry for that.”
“We all have drama in our life,” she said. “Don’t think anything of it. It’s what makes us stronger.”
“Not everyone,” he said. “For some people it makes them weaker.”
She could see that too. “I’m not some people.”
He started to kiss her neck, shivers moving through her body. “No, you aren’t. I said Max was mine earlier and I know that is selfish of me, but sometimes I’m a selfish person.”
“Don’t be so hard on yourself.”
“I’m not trying to be. I’m stating a fact. It’s no different than I feel you’re mine too. Does that make me sexist to think that?”
“No,” she said softly. His hand was moving under her shirt, then beneath her bra and finding her nipple. She was already hard as a pebble and he was flicking at the tender flesh, the small amount of pain giving an enormous amount of pleasure.
“Good. I’ve always felt this way about you. You might not believe it.”
“I believe it,” she said. She did back then and was seeing signs of it again. Just because she was afraid didn’t mean she didn’t know what was in her heart. Or what was in his.
“I’m going to show you how much I love you tonight.”
“I’m on the pill, Ren,” she said. “I’ve been on it for a few months now. I thought I’d let you know.”
“I’m glad you did. This makes having sex anywhere we want easier without having to stop and grab a condom.”
“That thought crossed my mind.”
“We can have it right here on the couch. It’s tight quarters, but that has never stopped us before.”
“It hasn’t,” she said. “The places we used to sneak to and grab a quickie.”
“We are trying to get beyond the quickie part of it, but it doesn’t always seem to happen.”
He unbuttoned her jeans and helped her kick one of her legs free under the blanket while he tackled his own jeans. She was guessing he did the same as her, kicked at least one leg free.
They were in too much of a hurry to get rid of all their clothes.
She was still facing away from him and he lifted one leg up while she was on her side, found her opening and slid in from behind.
She was hot and wet and ready for him.
“Wow,” she said. “I didn’t think it’d feel this good without a condom.”
She’d never had sex with anyone before unprotected. She hadn’t told Ren that but hoped he understood it was a big step for her to do it now.
“Neither have I,” he said. “Max was an accident. I always protected myself, but as we know, things happen.”
He was in tight from behind, holding himself there and groaning. It was almost too much pleasure for her to want to move.
But when he did move, she realized what true pleasure was.
