Page 18 of Dirty Little Secret


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Willow

Wakingup in Finn’s arms is everything I imagined it would be and more. His warm body is wrapped around mine, his morning wood poking my lower back. My heart feels lighter. My thoughts dirtier. My cares about my heart breaking a distant memory as I lie awake and replay the events of last night.

The concern on his face when he first walked through my door. My hand throbbing in pain becoming minute compared to the ache in my core. The soar of my heart when we were texting while I waited for the doctor. Then the lust in his eyes as I undressed in front of him. The way his gaze heated my skin as he took in every inch of my skin.

But my favorite memory of last night … the sweet words he whispered in my ear as he took me from behind. A contradiction to the pace he set which was urgent, needy. His goal clear as he worshiped my body with his hands while simultaneously punishing me with his cock. His words turned dirty the second round as I rode us through our second orgasms, slow and steady, both gasping for breath, sweat-slicked bodies sliding against one another until we jumped off the cliff together, flying high.

Best. Sex. Ever.

But I already knew that. I knew Finn was an amazing lover. A giver first, taking care of my needs before his own.

Nine months ago, I bit my lip so hard I drew blood trying to stay quiet. I was afraid my brother would hear us and burst through the door of Finn’s bedroom. There was no doubt in my mind he would throttle him for touching me. Last night, neither of us held back.

Poor Kendall. I wouldn’t be surprised if she heard every moan.

“Are you going to pretend to be asleep all day?” Finn asks, pulling my body closer to his, his large hand splayed across my stomach, drawing hearts on the exposed skin between my belly button and the valley of my breasts.

“Do we have to get up?”

I’m not ready to walk back into the real world. To face Kendall, or anyone else. I want to stay here with him, alone in my room, keep us in our little bubble just a little longer.

“We need to change your dressing.”

Looking down at the white gauze the doctor wrapped around my finger as it rests against my pale-yellow sheet, I see there’s a small, orangish discoloring where I know the gash is on my finger. I don’t want to move, but he has a point. The sun is streaming through the blinds, telling me it’s past time to get up, not that I have much on my plate today. I promised Evie I’d take her shopping for a prom dress, but otherwise my schedule is clear.

“I’m not ready,” I whisper.

“It’s day one of something great. We should get out of bed and enjoy it.” Nuzzling his nose into my hair as he speaks, my heart warms. “And you stink.”

“Way to kill the moment,” I start, twisting in his arms to face him. I’m rewarded with a panty-melting smirk that sends jolts of electricity straight to where my panties would be if I were wearing any.

“Day one, LT.”

I hear what he’s saying but I hold back my smile. Riding his cock wasn’t the only thing we did last night. We also talked. Which wasn’t what I pictured us doing after having mind-blowing sex, but he insisted.

The short version of our conversation goes something like this …

No more dancing around each other. No more fighting what’s between us. Because there is anus.

“Oh yeah? And what happens on day one?”

“Well, we’ve already taken care of the first thing on my list.” Finn’s smirk grows, his eyes darkening as he rolls on top of me, settling between my legs. “But I’d like to revisit that topic.”

His touch is featherlight as his hands skate over my hips, down my thighs, and back up to where I want them the most. As soon as he brushes over my sensitive nub, I suck in a breath and hold it, waiting for more, but his hands still.

Just as I open my mouth to ask him why he stopped, he cuts me off. “And then, after I take care of you in every way possible, I’m going to have a talk with your brother.”

My eyes widen in surprise, fear stabbing me in the heart. The deep V between Finn’s eyebrows creases in concern.

“Maybe we should wait a little bit.”

“You don’t want to tell him?”

“I don’t want him to kill you.”

“He’s not going to kill me, LT. I get that he’s protective of you and Evie. You’re his little sisters. No one will ever be good enough for you in his eyes. I agree with him, wholeheartedly. That’s not going to stop me from trying to prove to him that I am. That I’ll protect you, care for you, and love you. Every day.”

Love me.

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