Page 57 of Thy Kingdom Come


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She looks at me, waiting for me to divulge all the sins of my past, but she’ll be waiting a long time. My walls are instantly re-erected, and I click over into defense mode.

“Just ’cause I ate yer pussy, doesn’t mean we’re gonna cuddle and share our deepest, darkest secrets. Ya got what ya came here for. Now away with ya.”

She blinks once, clearly offended, and she has every right to be.

But this isn’t personal. This is who I am. I’m fucked up in the head. I know that. There is no fixing me, and I don’t want to be fixed.

When she realizes I’m serious, she angrily stands, frantically putting on her shoes. She won’t look at me, and it hurts, but I brought this onto myself.

“You’re a real arsehole, you know that?”

Leaning back against the couch, I smirk. “Aye, I think we’ve established that, but ya can’t seem to stay away, can ye? Any time ya want that grand pussy ate—”

I don’t get to finish my sentence because she springs forward and slaps my cheek—hard. “You shut your filthy mouth,” she sneers, eyes narrowed and making no apology for her actions.

Good, she hates me. Hopefully, this is enough to keep her away because I don’t have the strength to do so.

Rubbing my cheek, I merely grin smugly. She reads this for what it is.

She spins to leave, but stops and levels me with nothing but pure hatred as she reveals, “I came here to check on you. I wanted to make sure everything was all right after I sent you that information. I was worried,” she says, scoffing. “What a bloody idiot I am.”

I remain impassive, not wanting her to see how her words have affected me. This was her final ploy to get through to me, but she failed, by no fault of hers. When she realizes this conversation is done, she turns on her heel, slamming the door behind her.

Once she’s gone, I lean my head back against the cushions and place an arm over my eyes, wishing to block out the pain I’ve caused. It’s going to take a lot more than that, however.

I just did Babydoll a favor…she just doesn’t know it.

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