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What if I freak out? Or it's not the same as it used to be? What if it is? I'm not sure which thought is scarier.
Sensing my worry, he pulls himself back and cups my cheek gently. "We can stop. If not, don't overthink it. I'm not going anywhere. No matter what you choose." The sincerity in his tone strengthens my resolve.
I cup the back of his neck, his silky hair tickling my fingertips.
"I love you," I breathe, our eyes locked before I bring my lips to his.
His hand travels down to the throbbing between my legs. He swallows my gasps when he kisses me again, more urgent this time.
With nothing left between us, his fingers find my bare skin. Another moan slips past my lips as he explores my body—bringing forward a wave of unfamiliar feelings as he does so.
My back arches at the sudden contact, and my bare breasts brush against his chest. My lips part from muscle-quivering pleasure when his finger finally slides inside me. Using his thumb to put pressure on my clit, his finger slowly pumps in and out of me
"You're so tight," he chokes out. The burning sensation in my abdomen builds as he continues to bring me closer to the release I so desperately need.
"Let go, baby. Let go for me."
His words bring me over the edge. My eyes roll to the back of my head, my pleasure reverberating through the room.
"That's my girl."
"It's your turn," I giggle, beaming at him with flushed cheeks. I reach down and unbutton his jeans.
"Are you sure? We don't have to go further than this."
I shake my head. "I want this. I promise."
He moves off of me and steps off the bed. He takes a deep breath and pulls down his jeans and boxers. My jaw drops in shock. I'm still not used to the sheer size of him. I wrench my eyes away and look up. A cocky grin plays on his swollen lips.
He laughs breathlessly at my evident shock and retrieves a condom from his wallet. He rolls it on and positions himself on top of me. I squeeze his shoulders, practically panting in anticipation.
"If you feel uncomfortable in any way, just tell me to stop, okay?"
I nod, gnawing on my lip.
He stares down at me, moving between my thighs. The tip slips in quickly and once I’ve taken all of him, I grab his biceps and squeeze tightly to ease some of the discomfort. He slides out of me and thrusts back in.
Soon, the discomfort turns into an indescribable pleasure. He's good at this—not like I had any doubts.
He takes my hand and laces our fingers together. I'm getting close and I know he is too. His eyes meet mine and he looks at me with a burning desire that sends bolts of electricity straight to my stomach. I feel myself starting to lose control as he keeps his eyes on me.
"That's my girl. Let go," he coaxes, his warm forehead pressed against mine, our sweat-soaked hair rubbing together. My body goes rigid and finally, release rips through me. My vision blurs and I almost don't make out Oakley's expression as his release rushes through him.
Afterwards, he climbs off of the bed and heads to the bathroom to throw away the condom. He returns with a damp cloth and a crooked grin.
"Let's get you cleaned up, beautiful." He uses the fabric to wipe away what's left of my release and tosses it into the laundry bin. He pulls his boxers on and tosses me his shirt from earlier. I smile at him and throw the shirt over my naked body.
Crawling back into bed, he pulls me into his side. I rest my head on his chest and intertwine my leg with his.
"You know you're the only girl I've ever made love to," Oakley says a few minutes later, breaking the comfortable silence. I lift my head to look at him with wide eyes, unconvinced. "I wasn't a virgin, but I might as well have been. I'm glad it was you."
I flush. "I thought what I had with David was love but now I'm not sure. I think I loved him in a way, but not like this. I was a different person back then."
I lie back down and trace circles on his peck. He tenses, arms tightening around me.
"How did you find out?"
My jaw clenches and I squeeze my eyes shut. The forever burned image of the naked girl stretched across our bed, David sprawled on top of her fogs my mind. I suppress a shiver of disgust and shake my head.
