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“Well, then you don’t need to stress about condoms. But she may bleed the first time, and it’ll hurt. Buy lube, you’ll need it the first time. Make sure you take your time on her so she’s nice and ready for when you do go in. Have you done stuff on your own? You want to last a decent amount of time for her pleasure, if you’re a three pump chump that’ll suck for her,” Hadley explained.

I didn’t even get to feel embarrassed or nervous now, I was too busy taking in everything she said.

“What lube?” I asked as I pulled out my phone to take notes.

“Water based. Be willing to use your hands on her, google the best methods, even go down on her if you’re up for that. Although it might be too much for her, she may get self-conscious,” Hadley mused as she looked over at her window in thought.

“You guys are all virgins too, right?” Diane checked.

“Yeah,” I muttered.

“You’ve at least done stuff with your hand though, right?” Hadley asked in shock. “You’re technically only four years old.”

“When you put it like that, it sounds so wrong,” Diane groaned.

“Yes, we’ve done that stuff since Lily came here,” I said softly as I averted my eyes.

“Only got eyes for her, huh?” Hadley chuckled.

“Think it’s how we’re wired,” I said honestly. None of us had ever been interested in other females. Lily was the only one who ever got us aroused. And ever since she’d come to the Academy, it was so much worse than before.

Before, if we got aroused by her or thoughts of her, we’d get rid of our projections and handle our… issues.

Now, when we got turned on while with her, it could get painful not being able to deal with it, especially when we were wearing jeans.

“Oooh, you should make it ultra romantic. Cover her bed in rose petals, make sure she knows that you love her body just the way it is,” Diane swooned at the thought.

“Have you guys said the ‘L’ word yet?” Hadley asked suddenly as she leaned forward.

Love. That’s what she meant. Lily knew we loved her. It was blatantly obvious. But Hadley had a point. We’d never said it.

“No,” I muttered.

“Oh, no, definitely not. No sex until you tell her you love her. That’s a must,” Diane nodded firmly.

“You guys haven’t said it, jeez,” Hadley clucked in disappointment.

“I don’t think it’s an easy thing for her to say,” I murmured. “Or to be told. She only ever had her mother growing up, lost all her friends when she got moved over here.”

“That’s why it’s even more important,” Diane stated.

I just nodded as I leaned forward on the desk chair.

“I do love her. We all do.”

“We know, but you need to tell her that, and find a way to show her too. You already do in a lot of ways, all the little things you all do. How you all know what her favorite foods are and grab them for her at meal times, or how you hold doors open for her and offer to do things for her. But do something grand when you finally tell her, so she knows you mean it,” Hadley said, her eyes bright with delight.

“What do you suggest?” I asked honestly.

Both of them lit up as they grinned at one another and shuffled forward on the bed.

“Well, let’s see…”

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