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Maddox has done so much to help me through my issues and anxieties and it’s clear that he needs the same from me.
“No, he’s not,” I say, never breaking eye contact with Maddox, willing him to hear me as I think back to the conversation we had weeks ago when the guys were telling me about what they’ve had to do to be in the Diablos. Maddox thinks he’s a monster, an evil person who is undeserving of love and compassion. That couldn’t be further from the truth.
“Are you afraid you’re going to hurt me?” I ask, putting it all together. His unwillingness to let me be alone with him, to let me reciprocate intimacy. The way he holds himself back with me, giving but never taking.
Maddox glances away but jerks a nod and my heart breaks for him. I don’t know how to fix this, but I do know how to prove to him that I can handle his demons.
I know I can because mine are bigger.
Drawing his eyes back to mine once more, I drop down onto his cock, taking all of him inside of me at once. Maddox’s eyes widen but he releases a loud moan as I cry out against the intrusion.
“Oh fuck! You’re huge!” I whimper, closing my eyes and breathing through the stretching pain.
“Baby, stop, it’s okay, you don’t have to,” Maddox grit his teeth, as though it pains him to say the words.
Opening my eyes, I look down and start to lift my body up. I see the moment he thinks that I’m done, that I’m taking the out he offered. But I’m not leaving him.
I raise up until he’s almost fully out of my pussy and then drop back down once more.
“You are not a monster Maddox Luna.”
Thrust.
“You are incredible.”
Thrust.
“I trust you with my life.”
Thrust.
With every rise and fall of my body, I give him a truth. Maddox’s eyes change from nervous and vulnerable to stormy and heated. I see him slowly lower his walls, opening himself up for me in the way that I am for him.
Dropping down and resting on top of him, I shift my hips, circling them and making sure I have his attention for this last part.
“Show me the darkest parts of you Maddox Luna, I promise I can handle your demons,” I practically beg. “Give me everything you have and don’t hold back with me. I want all of you.” Turning my head, I lock eyes with Gage, “Both of you. I may be cracked but I’m not broken. I can take it.”
I implore them to listen, to understand. And while I know what I am saying is for them, I know it’s also for me. I am bigger than my monsters, we all are.
Finally, Maddox snaps and gives me everything I begged for.
Clamping one hand down on my hip, and one around the back of my neck, he pulls me to him and crashes our mouths together at the same time he thrusts up. We’re a mess of teeth and tongues as he kisses me with everything he has as though he’s trying to pull the words I just said from my soul and swallow them into his body, absorbing them for himself. I hope he does. I hope he believes every word I said and trusts that Ihave himas much as hehas me.
Releasing my mouth, he drops his hold on my neck, sliding his hand down my body until he’s grasping both of my ass cheeks in a punishing grip. He uses his hold on me to fuck himself with my body, thrusting up every time he pulls me down. The angle and intensity have me spasming around his cock and cumming hard and fast.
“Oh shit!” I cry out, my nails digging into his chest and leaving half-moon indents. Maddox rolls his hips, groaning while I squeeze his dick.
“Fuck, Ella, your cunt is so fucking tight. You were made to take our cocks, baby,” he grunts, his thrusts increasing in intensity as he slams inside of me again and again. “Let Gage fuck your mouth. Take both of us like a good little slut.”
That word.
You’re such a slut.
Whore.
It’s all your fault.
My mind drifts and I shudder at the memory.
