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“I know. That’s kind of the point.” He grabs onto my hand and tugs me out of the car.
Raindrops splash against my skin. Declan leads me away from the car, although we don’t make it very far before he stops in front of the worn-down porch. Water clings to his hair, skin, and clothes. I’m not sure I look any better with the way my T-shirt is plastered against my body. I’m tempted to seek shelter on the porch, but the wood looks warped and decayed from years of neglect.
“What is this place?”
“One second.”
“Sure, I’ll just wait while I catch pneumonia.”
His hand gripping onto mine tugs and rotates my stack of rings until they both slip off.
An unbearable tightness in my chest intensifies as I check out my ringless finger. “Wait—”
Declan pulls out a ring box from his jacket and gets down on one knee. His face remains a blank canvas, completely devoid of any visible emotion as he looks up at me.
My heart pounds against my chest as he latches onto my left hand.
“What are you doing?”
“Proposing to you in the middle of a rainstorm in a Tom Ford suit.”
Oh. My. God.
No way. There is no freaking way he is recreating the story I made up.
Right?
Wrong. He pops open the ring box, and I gasp. Even without the sun shining down on it, I can tell he bought the most beautiful emerald ring I’ve ever seen.
“Iris.”
“Yes?” I drag my eyes away from the ring and back toward his face.
His hand holding onto minetrembles, and I know it has nothing to do with the rain. I give him a reassuring squeeze. He mumbles something that sounds likehere goes nothing, and my chest caves in on itself at his display of vulnerability.
“Ya'aburnee1. As inyou bury me. A rough translation for the way I want to leave this world before you because I can’t imagine having to go through a single day without you in it. If this last week was a preview of that kind of life, then I can assure you it isn’t a life worth living. You’re my wife and my best friend. The future mother of my children and the one place that truly feels likehome. You’re the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, not because you signed a contract, but because you love me enough to stay without one.
“I want to be the kind of man who is worthy of a woman like you—if it’s even possible. I promise to work every damn day to make sure you don’t regret marrying someone as miserable as me. Because when I’m with you, I’m not miserable at all. You make me happy in a way that makes me afraid to blink just in case it all disappears.” The vulnerability of his words tugs at every single one of my heartstrings.
“I’ll give you anything you want—anything at all—so long as you give me a chance to make you as happy as you make me. A dog. A family. Ahome. I want it all. These are my terms and conditions, take it or leave it because I’m not open to negotiations.”
“Only you could make a proposal sound like a business acquisition and get away with it.”
“Marry me.” He orders with a smile that could make me agree to just about anything.
“Iammarried to you.” My tears mix with raindrops, and I’m not sure where one begins and the other ends.
“Marry me for real this time. No contract. No inheritance. No expectations other than for you to love me despite all the reasons you probably shouldn’t.”
He doesn’t say anything else as he looks up at me. Emotions flicker across his face like a mood ring, switching from happiness to fear. The heavy rain slowly turns to a light sprinkle as I stare at him.
To marry him again means to trust him with my heart, knowing he can break it. It means giving him a fair chance to learn from his mistakes and become a better man in light of them. Marriage isn’t easy but neither is life, and I can’t imagine doing either without Declan. Luckily, I don’t have to.
“Yes.” The response comes out as a whisper, so I speak firmer, “Yes. I want to marry you.”
My legs tremble from the smile on his face as he slides the new ring up my finger. The diamonds surround the green gemstone like sun rays, shining as the sun finally beams down on us.
“Those were the most excruciating thirty seconds of my life.”
