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“God, yes,” I sighed gratefully. “I’m about to burst.”
Caleb moved out of the way as Nick carried the rest of our things into their room and closed the door. He glanced my way as I hurried into their bathroom, switched on the light and closed the door.
“I’ll go and see about finding us some food,” Nick murmured behind the door.
I dropped my jeans and sat on the toilet, listening to their voices grow hushed as hard, racking shudders shook me. Tears followed, tears that still stung no matter how many gas stations I’d washed my face in. Tears that seemed to never stop coming.
I tried to focus on peeing, but it seemed my body was set on expelling my moisture through my eyes. I closed my eyes, sighed with the relief. By the time I’d washed my hands and stepped out, Caleb had cracked open a bottle of electrolytes and had it sitting on the small table in front of him.
“Drink,” he commanded. “Your body needs to hydrate.”
I didn’t fight. I was tired of fighting, so I just strode to the table as he sat on the chair with his legs crossed and watched me grab the drink. The hiss of the shower sounded in our bathroom. I drank while Caleb watched me.
“Want to talk about what happened?”
My pulse thundered at the thought. Screams waited. Screams, and Viv’s haunted stare.Be careful.Gunshots followed and Tobias’s desperation as I’d almost…as I’d almost…as I’d almost.My hands started to shake, sloshing the drink in the bottle. “I’d rather fuck. Can we do that?” I jerked my gaze to his. “Can we please do that instead?”
He rose from the chair, sleek and soundless, and stepped closer to caress my cheek. “If that’s what you want.”
I nodded and tore my shirt over my head even as my hands shook. “I don’t want to think.” I stilled, staring at him. “Please, Caleb, please help me not to think.”
He came closer, grabbed the shirt from my hand, and dropped it to the floor before he pulled me against him. “I can do that, princess. I can do that for now. But promise me one thing.” He pulled back, searching my gaze with his. “Don’t use sex with us to shut yourself away. Feel it, feel everything, the hate and the loss and the suffering. Because that’s what keeps you here with us. That’s what keeps you the beautiful, caring, perfect sister we know.”
“Because we cannot lose you, too,” Tobias murmured as he stood in the doorway between our rooms wearing nothing but a towel.
Caleb’s thumb stroked my back, then hooked my bra strap as Tobias came closer. I tracked his movement from the corner of my eye, until he gently captured my chin, turning my mouth to his. “You’re gonna get me filthy again, aren’t you, little mouse?” he murmured next to my lips.
God, yes…
The motel room door opened then closed as Tobias kissed me.
“Figured we’d all be hun—” Nick started and stopped. I broke the kiss and turned my head to watch him as he set a plastic bag filled with fast food on the small table and finished with a mutter, “—gry.”
The food was forgotten as Nick stepped away from the table, kicked off his boots, and dragged his shirt over his head. There were no words needed. We all needed this. Clothes were flung all over as we climbed onto the bed.
Nick slid his hand along my arm, staring into my eyes. “Christ, I never thought we’d—”
I hushed him, crawled forward to kiss the words from his mouth, then speared my fingers through his hair. I climbed on top of him and reached for the button of his jeans as Caleb tugged my boots off and peeled my socks from my feet.
“No more talking,” I whispered, arching my back as Caleb cupped my breasts. “No more thinking, no more fighting. Just this…” Nick rose from the pillow, gripped my waist, and licked my nipple.
I closed my eyes, shuddering at the feel of his mouth…I never thought we’d…the words rose and I pushed them away, smothering them with the feel of Nick’s beautiful mouth. “God, I want this,” I groaned as I opened my eyes to look down. He looked up and our gazes collided.
“As do we, princess.” Caleb brushed my hair to the side and kissed my neck. “Forever.”
I shuddered at the word…forever.
Nick pushed my jeans low. “Tell us how you want it, baby,” he growled, then shifted his gaze to Caleb.
“However you need it.” Caleb gripped the back of my neck and turned my gaze to his. “We want you to take from us.”
“All of us.” Tobias tugged the towel from around his waist, leaving it to drop on the floor. “For as long as you need it.”
I did, rising up to kiss Caleb. I shoved my jeans and my panties all the way down, and eased Nick’s cock inside, riding him nice and slow while I stared into Caleb’s dark eyes. I drank his darkness down, swallowed it whole as Nick held me steady against him and kissed my breasts.
This was more than sex tonight, more than desire.
This was the kind of comfort I could only find with them.
