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"Mr. Xander asked me to give something to you," she finally says, her voice shaking as she gets the words out. "He wants you to chew bubblegum, so you can always be ready for him."
My stomach sinks. I don't know what this means, but it's clear that bastard wants to keep my mouth occupied so he can use me again. The mere thought of being back in Xander's reach makes me terrified. I'm so afraid of him and afraid of what it means for my relationship with Xavier, who I know won't take kindly to his brother kidnapping me. Over the past few days, I've felt my mind going mad and seeping into the dark abyss that Xander and Xavier love so much. The two brothers have destroyed me. Now, there is no running left for me anymore. I'm just going to have to submit to one of them, whether or not I like it.
The maid deposits a wad of bubble gum in my mouth and I start chewing with tears falling down my face. I promised myself not to cry, but I think it's safe while Xander isn't here. I'm going to have to hide them next time he makes an appearance in my bedroom. I can always tell him apart from the maids from his dark presence. The way he takes up the whole room, even though I can't see anything... His presence is undeniable.
I still don't understand why he keeps a blindfold on me, but I've gotten the impression from Xavier that his brother is a secretive man, who wants nobody to know his business.
As I chew the gum and the maid finally leaves, I feel my mind spinning in circles again. Now I finally know why my friend was so afraid of her husband, who turned out to be none other than Xavier's brother.
Xander is a dangerous man. He's a monster. I know full well if he could have ruined Ivette's life just like he's ruining mine right now.
I lay in bed for a long time. The maid comes in again, helps me to the bathroom and gives me some food to eat. My hands are bound most of the time. I haven't been able to take the ties off yet and so my eyes remain covered. I wonder whether I'll ever get out of here and how long this nightmare will continue.
There's nothing I want more than to go back. Memories of my family have already faded. What I have left is Xavier. His cruel but loving touch, and the dogs we trained together, Zeus and Hades. I wish they were close by. Sometimes it feels like I can feel them in the room, almost hear the barking in the background and smell their scent, all of it enveloping my senses. But I know they're far away now. After all, I'm not with Xavier anymore. My heartless guard has long gone and now I'm at the mercy of his brother.
Some more time passes before I hear the front door of my bedroom opening again.
I don't need to see to know it's Xander who's walked into the room. His dark and demonic presence reminds me just how afraid I am.
I don't say a word, but my body tenses up on the bed as I wait for him to approach me, and sure enough, he does.
"I see you've been cleaned up," he says. "I rather hoped they would leave you the way I left you, so I could see the wreck you were after what I've done to you. And what about you, Tallulah? Are you excited about all the marks I left on your body? I really wish you were able to see them, but we can't risk taking that blindfold off."
He doesn't need to tell me that I'm all marked up. I can feel the bruises all over my body, the spots where his skin touched mine burning and reminding me just how cruel he is.
"We're going to have another meal together later," Xander tells me. "But before then I'd like to clean you up a little myself."
He helps me get up with surprising gentleness. He's acting almost like a gentleman. I know better than that from the way he's treated me.
He shows me to the bathroom and finally takes off the cuffs that line my wrists. I'm shocked when he does that, and my hands itch to fly to my face and rip off the blindfold. He must trust me a little more than he used to in the beginning. I think I'm too afraid of actually seeing him in person to take the blindfold off. It feels as if I'm still tied up, this time mentally.
He helps me into a bathtub. He pours warm water all over my body and starts washing me carefully, as if I'm a porcelain doll that he's afraid of breaking. His hands are all over my skin, soaping me up with bubbles, and only once in a while do they make an inappropriate move. That alone sends my heart racing.
I know to Xander, I'm nothing but a pawn, and to me, he's just a monster. I will never feel tenderness for him. I'm still loyal to Xavier, even more so than my parents. Every second I spend in Xander's cool and calculating company makes me long for Xavier's loving embrace.
I wonder whether I'll ever see him again.
Xander takes special time to get me ready for whatever it is he has planned for me. He washes my hair and even shaves my pussy. But those touches aren't inappropriate. They're almost clinical.
He fixes me up to his liking.
"You need to eat more," he mutters. "Maybe we'll start with that right now."
After he dries me down, he lets my hair air dry, hanging around my shoulders as he leads me back into the bedroom. This time, he sits me on the edge of the bed and produces something that makes a clanking sound. I'm assuming it's another meal for me. It's humiliating to be fed by him as if I'm some child. But I know I can't argue. After all, I'm still saying as little as possible to him to save myself if there's any chance of that left.
"Open wide," he tells me and my mouth opens even though I don't want to obey him.
The spoon touches my tongue and I taste something salty and creamy. I don't know what it is. But once I swallow it, I quickly come to realize it's not food.
I turn my head away in disgust, but Xander only chuckles as if this is all somehow amusing to him. I can clearly tell he's just playing a game with me, pushing me to the very edge of my sanity and hoping to break me so when he returns me to Xavier, I'll be the shell of a woman I used to be before.
"Do you like the taste of my cum?" he asks me darkly. "I bet you do. I bet you're itching for another taste. But even if you're not, that doesn't matter to me. I'm going to feed you regardless."
He spoons more of his horrific seed onto the spoon and feeds it to me. I want to cry again, but I force myself not to. I swallow every drop he gives me, because I know if I don't, there will be more pain waiting for me.
Once he's done, my whole body is shaking and I feel repulsed by everything that's in my stomach now. I feel like he's put himself inside me in some other way, as if it wasn't already enough that he took my anal virginity.
"You're so irresistible like this, Tallulah," he tells me. "When did you become so fucking irresistible? I can't keep my hands off you. I think I need to fuck you again."
