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The corner of my lip curled. I had been on autopilot the second I claimed Simone’s lips. I hadn’t had a plan when I arrived at her loft. I knew Lily and Corbin were with her. What I hadn’t expected was seeing her on her back with another man’s hands touching her ass. I’d exploded inside. Rage flowing through my veins had turned me into a deadly volcano, and I had burst with fury.
It was as if it were a glimpse into the future, a future I would not experience with my girl. It made me crazy. I had needed him gone immediately, or I couldn’t be responsible for my actions. That was how much I loved the naked woman standing before me, staring into my weeping soul with her gorgeous brown depths.
I had no idea how to make it through the next ten days knowing what was to come.
“Lucky for both of us, there’s more to come.” I squirted body wash onto a pink poof. “Turn around. Let me get a good look at your fine ass.”
She giggled as I spun her around. “You’re not off the hook, you know.”
Oh, I knew all right. But I’d dodge the topic every time. I didn’t want Simone sad, though I damn well knew I’d break her heart the day I left her.
I squatted to soap up her luscious body, kissing her ass cheeks after rinsing them. The bastard in me spread them apart to view her tight rosette. She trembled beneath my hands.
“Never been touched here until today?” I pushed the tip of my thumb into her hole without invitation.
She looked over her shoulder with wide eyes, bottom lip between her teeth, and shook her head.
I hiked my eyebrow, sensing a dirty girl dwelled under her unmarred, satiny skin. “Do you want to?” I slowly pumped my thumb, not going too far into her virgin hole.
She pushed her perfect ass into me. “I… I’m curious.” Her words came out breathy, aroused.
“Are you? I’m intrigued.” I lightly brushed the poof across her pussy. I smiled when she moaned. “Tell me what you’re into, baby.” I continued to tease her with the poof, barely touching her inner thighs, marking a trail all the way down to her ankles, then back up again. I noticed her muscles flexing and hands fisting. She was getting worked up, and I wouldn’t disappoint her. “Simone…”
She turned around and gripped my head. “You’re seriously turning me on.”
I stared at her hairless pussy directly in front of my face. “Yeah?” I licked my lips, dying for a taste. “What do you want?” My eyes flicked up to hers.
“My parents control so much of my life. Not as much as when I was a child…” She massaged my scalp, her eyes locked on mine. “But they dictate what I do, who I do it with. You know this. I’m so damn tired of it, Axel.”
I couldn’t tell if she was tearing up or if it was water droplets on her face from the shower. Either way, her words made me sad for her. While my mom never gave a damn about Conrad and me, Simone’s parents were overbearing. Our childhoods had been vastly different.
I dropped onto my knees and kissed her right below her bellybutton, swallowing the emotion building in my throat. I’d never see her pregnant. Fuck. Why was I thinking about a baby? A baby I wished was mine.
“What do you need, beautiful?” I need to get us back on track before I slipped into my usual funk.
“I want you to own me, body and soul. I know we’re different and probably the oddest couple, but I don’t care. There is something between us stronger than all the naysayers’ criticism. I want to explore it. Own me, Axel, any way you want.” She lowered her head and pressed a tender kiss on my lips. “Dominate me.” She pressed another kiss. “You’re the only man I’ve ever wanted this with.”
Well, fuck. This was not what I had expected.
“You’re in luck, baby. I like to be in control. Not into whips or melted wax. No threesomes, foursomes, man-on-man or woman-on-woman. That ain’t my way.”
She took my hand and placed it on her ass, pushing my finger between her cheeks. “What about this? I just want to feel immense pleasure. I want to forget about my parents, the St. James dynasty, and the stalker. Can you make me forget it all?”
“Yes, beautiful. I can make you forget it all.” I lifted her leg and set it on my shoulder. She bowed her back, angling herself so her pussy was in reach. “Before I get started eating you out and giving you immense pleasure, I want you to tell me you’re mine.”
I shouldn’t ask this of her. It wasn’t fair since I wouldn’t be around much longer, but I was selfish right now. I felt I earned the right, giving up my life for my brother. I wanted to go out knowing this sensitive, magnificent woman was mine.
She held my face in her hands, caressing my cheeks with her thumbs. I felt her emotions deep into the pit of my stomach. She was mine.Mine. How the fuck did I get so lucky? Here this angel was staring into my eyes with love in hers. The world was fucking cruel. I’d only get a sampling of what my life could have been like with Simone.
But such was the hand I’d been dealt since the day I was born. I lost everyone I ever cared about.
“I know you feel it. Right here.” She laid her hand on my heart, which was furiously thumping and waging war on my ribcage. “I’m yours, Axel. I might have denied it for months.” She flashed a radiant smile. “Fought it just as long with every cell in my body. But sometimes we’re wrong. I denied my feelings since the day I fainted. You were there, like an angel sent from above to save me. I’ve been yours since then.”
Holy Mother of God. The steam in here was making me dizzy. Simone’s declaration rendered me totally speechless.
“Are you okay?” Worry crossed over her face, and she removed her leg from my shoulder. “Shit. I went too far. My words ran away with me. Dammit, I ruined the moment.” She turned the water off. Even as I watched her eyes fill with tears and her lip trembled, I was frozen in place. “I’m sorry. I’ll grab you a towel.”
What the fuck was wrong with me? Simone believed I didn’t feel the same about her. And I couldn’t do anything frozen in place. Was my damn conscious getting the best of me? Holding me back from making her irrevocably mine? It was insanity.
