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“I can’t have it.”
“What?” She sat up. “Can’t have it?”
“Don’t yell,” I whisper-shouted. “Someone might hear you.”
“Sorry, but your hormones are out of whack. You’re not thinking straight.”
“Of course, you’d think that.” I eyed my sweet friend. Mercy was two years older than me and grew up in a good home. She had parents who loved each other and who loved her. Naturally, she expected me to keep the baby. It was what she’d do, but I wasn’t her.
“Hope—”
“I’m not mom or relationship material. Why didn’t I reject him when he showed up late that night?” Talk about an epic mistake.
Mercy tittered. “If I remember correctly, you were pretty horny. Now we know you were in your fertile period.”
“This isn’t funny, Mercy. I’ve been on the pill since I was fourteen. I was careful. He used a condom every time.”
“If that’s true, you wouldn’t be pregnant.”
I shot her a look and thought back to that night in May. His handsome face was bruised and swollen from a fight he’d been in with his older brother. Stupidly, I’d felt bad for him and let him talk me into going to a motel…
“Come on, Nurse Naughty. I could be concussed and die in my sleep.” He took my hand and lifted it to his lips. My pussy tingled as I leaned against his body.
“This will be the third time, Hustler. You sure you want to burn your last time with me when you’re all beat up and hurting? I’ll have to be gentle with you.”
“But I don’t have to be gentle with you.” He captured my lips. Even though his were swollen, he put me under his spell. “Say, yes. The third time might be a charm and you’ll never want to give me up.”
“That’s where you’re wrong, Mr. Cocky. I will give you up. Relationships aren’t my thing.”
“They weren’t mine either until you.” He traced his tongue along my bottom lip the way he teased my pussy before devouring it like a hungry wolf. The bastard was a pro at making me submit to him. I should run for my life.
“Keep talking like that, and my answer is no.” Perhaps he was concussed and not in his right mind, spouting nonsense.
Him and I in a relationship? As much as I’d love something permanent and with him, I wasn’t capable of love. I’d only hurt him, then I’d hate myself.
“Fine. Let’s go.”
“I mean it, Hustler. This is the last time…”
“Maybe the condom broke?” Mercy’s voice pulled me back to the present.
“I’m sure I would’ve noticed if it broke.” Although Hustler had wanted to go bare since I was on the pill, I refused… Didn’t I?
“Maybe not if he wore you out.” She wiggled her eyebrows.
“True. We fell asleep for a little while after I played Nurse Naughty with him.” I sipped my tea, wracking my brain to remember the details of the last time we were together. I hadn’t been rough as we liked due to his injuries. Still, the biker had fucked me into oblivion, giving me half a dozen orgasms. He’d seemed to be on a mission to change my mind about it being our last time together. We’d gotten high and drunk. At some point, I’d passed out. Then in the wee hours of the morning… “Oh shit! That’s it!”
“What?”
“After sleeping for a while, he woke me with his tongue on my clit. Shit…” I sat on the couch beside Mercy. “I didn’t push him away or tell him to stop. He’d caught me when my guard was down. I remember now. He was tender and sweet, and I embraced it.”
“Are you saying you let him make love to you?” Mercy shot me a face-splitting grin.
“Love wasn’t involved. He doesn’t even know my name.” I vaulted off the sofa to pace. How in the hell did we get off-topic? “I can’t keep this baby. It’s still early enough to get an abortion.”
“Oh, Hope. Don’t do it. I’ll help you with the baby.”
“Listen to yourself. We work twelve-hour shifts. The hospital is severely understaffed, and I was trying to pick up another day. When would I have the time to be a mother?”
