Page 11 of Until Him

His ass moves against my crotch over and over as he arches into my palm, and my dick rouses from all the friction. It’s semi-hard now, and he must notice because his eyes snap open.

I stare down into those blue depths, my hand still pumping him.

He doesn’t say anything, his eyes just flicker from mine down to my slightly open mouth and then back again, as he rolls his ass against me.

When he comes, my dick is fully hard in my pants—uncomfortably so—but he doesn’t offer to help me out. Not that I really want him to.

And even if I did, I know that’s not what this is. This is a transaction between two people. Sex for tutoring—and we both held up our end of the bargain.

It’s done.

As I wash my hands in the kitchen sink, Theo moves to sit at his desk, his leg bouncing up and down as his pencil taps a nervous rhythm against an open book.

“Tomorrow?” I ask when he doesn’t turn to look at me.

“Tomorrow. Six p.m.”

I stare at his bare back. He still doesn’t turn around. He’s as cold as he ever was.

“Cool. See you then.”

And then I let myself out.

* * *

My legs and arms burn from training today. Usually, we practice four days a week, but our coach threw in an extra one because we have a game coming up. I lean up against the wall of the shower to take some of the pressure off of me. Hot water sluices down my back as the heat soothes my aching muscles. My eyes close in exhaustion, but as soon as they do, my mind conjures up Theo pressed up against me yesterday morning.

Shit.

I look down at my dick, and it twitches between my legs.

After I left his apartment, I ended up sitting in my car having some kind of mini-identity crisis. I’d pressed my forehead against the steering wheel and took deep breaths through my nose because my dick was still as hard as a rock. So hard it hurt. When I couldn’t get it to go down, I ended up jacking off right there in the parking lot while people made their way to work, throwing a discarded sweater I’d found in my back seat over my lap to hide my dirty deed.

And let me tell you…I came so quickly and so hard that I blacked out.

When I came to, I had a mini-anxiety attack because experiencing a shift in worldview is serious business.

Afterward, as I was sitting in my mess, my brother called me. Needless to say, I didn’t answer. I just couldn’t handle it. Not right then. I’ll call him later today. I gotta give myself a pep talk first, though.

Fuck, I’m losing my mind.

I force my eyes open, staring at the white tile in front of me, and then shut off the water. No time to dwell on it, I need to keep moving.

“You took a long ass shower,” Finn says, eyeing me when I step out of the stall. My towel is wrapped tightly around my waist as I stride past him.

“I ache,” I tell him, moving toward my locker and pulling it open.

“Nope, that’s not it. Training this morning was normal. So, it’s something else.” He waits for me to tell him something, but I clamp my mouth shut.

Finn leans against the lockers and watches me. “You never told me how it’s going with your tutoring.”

I let my towel drop onto the floor and pull on a pair of athletic shorts. I don’t even bother with underwear. Sometimes that shit is more work than it’s worth.

“Nothing to tell. The tutor is good at explaining shit. I may have a real chance.”

Finn leans a little closer to me and nudges me with his knuckles. “And you’re stillpayinghim, right?” His eyes widen as he says it, and I slam my locker shut.

“Yep.”

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