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Chapter Seventeen
Lexi
Was it too soon to admit that I was falling in love with Alex? Is that what having his heart meant to him? Was he falling in love with me? I wanted him to, I honestly did.
Alex and I were quiet on the way home, and he held my hand as we took the stairs. When I unlocked the door, we stepped inside, and after removing our coats, we stared at one another. Something had changed with us. I felt it, and I was pretty sure he did too.
Last night when I’d been out with Clare, I’d admitted to her that Alex and I were seeing each other, but I hadn’t shared that we’d slept together. She was happy to hear that I was seeing someone—anyone really—although she did really like Alex.
Alex stepped forward and brushed his hand over my collarbone, his other hand wrapping around my neck and lifting my face to his as all thoughts of Clare vanished. The kiss was tender, but full of energy as the chemistry between us began to mix.
“I want to make love to you, Alexandra. I want to show you how much you mean to me.”
“Then make love to me, Alex,” I replied on a whisper. “Show me.”
Alex lifted me into his arms as if I were the most precious thing in the world and carried me back to my room. Although we had made love several times already, it almost felt like the first time as he slowly undressed me.
“You’re so beautiful, Lexi. So damn beautiful.” He kissed the column of my neck as he slowly began to unzip my dress. He let it fall to the floor, and I stepped out of it as his gaze dropped to my chest. He peeled back the strapless bra that I was wearing and bent down to kiss both my breasts as he kneaded them. Desire flowed through my veins as I clung to him, and my knees began to quiver with need.
I pushed his jacket from his shoulders, and when he stood back up, I began to unbutton his shirt. When we were naked, he coaxed me toward the bed, laying me down and staring at me from head to toe, and with reverence in his voice, he said, “So damn beautiful.”
I held my hand out to him, and he covered my body with his. I loved the feel of his weight over me. It comforted me, made me feel whole in a way I had not felt in a long time. He kissed my neck, suckled my ear, and then whispered, “Where is it?”
I froze momentarily, totally at a loss as to what he was asking for. “Where is what?”
He leaned back, smirking down at me. “Your rabbit.”
I laughed. “No.”
“Yes,” he replied. “I want to show you how incredible it can be.”
I pursed my lips, staring up at him. Part of me wanted to let him, but the other part was slightly embarrassed to admit that.
“Come on, Lexi, one time. If you don’t enjoy it as much as I think you will, then I’ll never ask again.”
I inhaled slowly and let it out. “In the top drawer.”
He retrieved it, and I sucked my bottom lip between my teeth. The gleam in his eye as he removed the toy made my core clench and my toes curl in anticipation.
He kissed me long and hard and then kissed his way down my body until he was posed at the juncture to my thighs. “Spread your legs, baby.”
I did and closed my eyes, afraid to watch. He fondled me slightly, then the cold texture of the toy touched me, and I startled. “Relax, baby. Let yourself enjoy this.”
I closed my eyes tighter, trying to relax as he’d asked, but it was hard. Well, that was until he turned on the vibrator and began to rub it against me. Then feelings began to take over, and I forgot to be embarrassed as my breathing began to quicken. I clung to his arm, my fingers digging into his bicep as he positioned it at my entrance and pushed slowly in.
“Look at me, baby. Open your eyes and look at me.”
I did, and what I saw took my breath away. There was more desire in his gaze than I had ever seen, and that was saying something. I watched him turn to look at what he was doing, and my gaze followed. The sight of him inserting the toy and moving it to hit just the right spot was almost breathtaking. He licked his lips, then leaned his head down to add his tongue to the mix. That was all it took for me to explode. Bright lights filled my mind like fireworks as my body arched, and my insides pulsed with pleasure, but he didn’t stop. In fact, he turned it up higher, and the orgasm just continued to take me on another wave. I wiggled to get away from the sensation, fearing I would die from the intensity of it, and he chuckled softly as he removed the toy and turned it off.
His body covered mine as I tried to regain my sanity, and he kissed me hard. I clung to him as he positioned himself and entered me slowly. Our bodies perfectly fit together as we moved together. “That was beautiful, Lexi. Don’t tell me you didn’t enjoy it.”
“I did,” I remarked as I opened my eyes to find his gray ones observing me. “I did.”
He kissed me again, and the two of us continued to love one another until he brought me to the edge once again, and we crashed over together.
I lay in his arms, my body limp as his hand caressed up and down my back. “I’m glad you enjoyed that because it was incredible to watch you explode.”
I snickered. “You enjoyed that, huh?”
