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He chuckles and kisses my ear. “Go on, ask me.”
“My father’s business.” I stop and take a deep breath. “Why are you getting involved with him? I mean, why my father, exactly? There are other families and gangs that could help you.”
He’s quiet for a moment. I’m afraid I made him angry, but I don’t feel a tension behind me. Instead, he seems like he’s thinking about how to answer.
“The Novalov family is strong,” he says after ten heartbeats of quiet. “We have a lot of influence. But my father believes that the moment we stop growing is the moment we stagnate. That’s what’ll lead to our downfall.”
“He thinks growing into the flesh trade is the only way?”
“That’s his thinking, yes. And your father is the most respectable pimp out there. My family may be a bunch of thieves and killers and gangsters, but we have an image to uphold. We have some small degree of honor left. So my father chose your family because of the veneer of respectability.”
“You don’t sound like you agree.”
“My feelings on the matter aren’t important.”
I wiggle my ass against his cock. He stiffens slightly and I smile to myself. He’s right, I’m not powerless. I can make his cock hard like magic.
“It’s important to me,” I say, snuggling tighter. “I want to know what you think.”
“If I had my way, we wouldn’t do this. But I’m not the Pakhan.” His hand slips into my hair and pulls—not hard, but enough to get my attention. “And you aren’t either. It’s not our place to question.”
“You’re right. I know that.”
“So why ask the dangerous questions?”
“I guess some things are worth the risk.”
He grumbles and kisses my neck before releasing my hair.
“I want you to speak your mind, but be careful. Do you understand me?”
“I understand.”
“Good.” He kisses me again. So tender and gentle. But there’s a darkness and a violence inside of him that simmers toward the surface. “Take a shower. I’ll get that warm towel. We’ll need to go easy on you for a day or two.”
“What if I don’t want to go easy?”
He laughs and bites my shoulder. “There are other things are can do. Now go.”
I get up and take a few steps. Sure enough, my ass stings like I’d been beaten into submission. He watches me, his cock halfway stiff, and I feel a thrill.
I can do that. I make him excited. Just looking at me gets him hard only minutes after coming between my legs.
How do I have the power to make this man desire me so much?
I grin stupidly as I turn on the shower.
But his words echo in my head.
We don’t have the power to change things. We can only do so much.
I’m not worthless. I’m not useless.
But some things are beyond me.
And I don’t know what I can do about it.
His family is moving in a direction I don’t want, and he seems to agree with me. But neither of us can keep it from happening.
