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I nod sharply. “That’s nothing new.”

His eyes widen. “Excuse me?”

I should bite my tongue. I should shut my mouth.

But I can’t help it. “I’ve been earning my place since the moment you adopted me.”

“Careful, boy.”

I bow slightly. “Yes, Pakhan. I will obey, because I love my family.”Even if my family doesn’t love me.

He grunts a dismissal. I turn and walk away.

I shove open the doors. Oleg watches me warily. I ignore the old guard. He’s only following orders. I walk up the stairs. On the second floor, I spot Emiliya crying while Galina comforts her. Jasha and Feliks stand nearby, drinking. My brothers raise their glasses to me.

I nod back and keep going. I can’t handle being around them right now.

My cousins. My siblings.

Gods, what am I?

I reach my room. I close the door.

I pick up the towel from the bathroom floor and breathe it deep. Her smell still lingers.

She’s gone.

And now I am nothing once again.

Chapter23

Siena

My life is a sick cycle.

I didn’t believe Feliks when he told me to pack what I could. I thought it was some kind of trick, and when I begged, and begged, and begged to see Maxim, he only told me that Maxim was gone and I could never speak to him again.

It was like I’d been given my life back—only to have it ripped from my hands.

I was numb when Feliks led me from Maxim’s rooms. It hadn’t quite hit me yet—that I’d never see Maxim again.

I break down during the elevator ride back to the bottom floor. My father says nothing. Enzo puts his arm around my shoulders and hugs me, and I sob into my big brother’s side, but nobody speaks.

There’s nothing to say.

My life is a long, drawn-out series of failures and broken hearts.

Papa dumps me back at The Velvet Rope. My heart’s ripped from my chest, and it isn’t surprising. Since when did good things happen to me? It was only a matter of time before Maxim was taken away too. Zita waits on the front sidewalk to welcome me with a big smile like nothing had ever happened. Enzo frowns and looks like he wants to say something, but he stays in the truck and doesn’t speak as I walk toward my fate.

I feel like I’m bleeding from a torn and bruised heart.

Papa leans out the window. “Rot here, daughter of mine, and don’t make trouble.”

Then they drive off, and I find myself in the one place I never pictured I’d return to.

My life is a comedic tragedy.

And now here I am. Back in hell.

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