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“No buts, you’re mine, Jen. Am I upset you can’t have my kids? Fuck yeah, I am. But I’ll get over it, not sure how yet, but we’ll figure it out. You want kids, I know you do, so we’ll figure something.” He’s right, I do, my dream was always to have a child of my own. But I also know I could easily fall in love with Rage’s kids, too.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner,” I whisper, his forehead resting on mine.
“Is that why you’ve been avoiding me for so long? Because you couldn’t have kids.”
“With you, it was because you already had kids, so I didn’t think you’d want more. And it wasn’t that, I’m just too broken for anyone. My life wasn’t easy, West. It was hard, I had to work hard to get anything in life, my brother broke me. Hush broke me, Trinity and Killer were just icing on top of the cake. They destroyed my body in ways I didn’t think was possible. But I also have to admit they made me feel good, too. At first when they took me, we had a threesome, and it was great, normal. But all a sudden, they turned, and I was chained up. That’s when I knew my life was over. A week I spent with them in their horror of a dungeon, being tortured and abused. Killer would rape me daily while his woman watched in fascination. When he would finish, she would hurt me with her knife. The day the phone call came that you guys were coming to get me, Trinity was pissed. She revealed her plans for me. She was going to end me that night, raping me with her knife to finish me off. Luckily, I escaped that torture.” I take in a jagged breath. “I’m thankful to you and Hangman every day of my life now; because of you I’m finally free. I’m still learning how to be this new me without all the rules I had to follow before. But it’s hard. You just need to give me time to be all I can be for you.”
“Baby, you don’t have to be anything other than yourself. I just want you,” he says softly before kissing me.
Chapter nineteen
Rage
Ileave Jennifer athome and head back to the clubhouse, as much as I wanted to stay with her and talk more, fuck her a few times, before the kids got off from school, I just couldn’t. Too much anger is still rooted inside my veins.
Grabbing my phone I text my son Weston, letting him know I won’t be home tonight and to help with his siblings. I know they are all old enough to care for themselves, but Jennifer will probably want to play mother hen to them all anyway.
Bitches roam around the room, making my cock twitch. Jennifer hired a new girl recently, but I don’t see her here. “Where’s the new girl?” I ask Gunner who’s still drowning his sorrows into his drink. Fucker lost a woman a few months back, because of a club whore drama. And he lost Penny. Although Penny is not gone completely, she’s still in town. So, I’m not sure what the fuck Gunner is gonna do about that.
“Not interested in being a whore. Was hired for the strip club but that’s it.”
Well fuck, there goes my chance at breaking in a new girl. Guess I’ll have to settle for good old Butterface, if she’s here tonight. But right now, I need a drink, something fucking strong enough to help me deal with the bullshit that is now in my life.
Part of me thinks I should have just kept Megan around; bitch didn’t want her own kids after she thought her only son was dead. And I was fine living life with her, but now, I have a woman I want to spend my life with, build a life with, have kids with, and I can’t have that.
“What has you in such a piss-poor mood,” Gunner grumbles.
“Woman can’t have kids, pissed off about it.”
Gunner snorts. “Brother, you already knocked up half the bitches in town, why you want more?”
“Fuck off,” I mutter as I slap him in the back of the head.
“Don’t even know why you’re with Big Tits, bitch is beyond broken.”
Getting out of my seat, it screeches back before teetering over and I get in Gunner’s face. The music dies down and everyone watches us. I don’t give a fuck. I grab him by the neck and toss him to the floor, my fist itching to teach him a lesson. “What’s your problem, huh? Pissed I got a bitch and you don’t? You lost two of them.”
