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I did trust him. Maybe that was crazy. It made no sense. It went against everything I thought I believed in, but I knew he wasn’t going to hurt me, at least not physically. What he was going to do to me emotionally when he left—I didn’t want to think about that. All I wanted to think about was giving him pleasure and surrendering to my need for him.
I pressed my hands against his thighs, squeezing tight as I fought the urge to struggle. I could do this. I could relax. I could let go and give TJ control.
He worked himself in and out of my mouth, lifting his hips and holding me down. He pressed me against him until I thought I would run out of air.
When he finally let go, I sat back on my heels, gasping for breath. He rose to his feet, and seeing him looking down at me was fucking intimidating. I still believed I could take him if I had to, but I didn’t want to fight. I rose up on my knees and laid my hands against his hips. “More?”
He growled. “Fuck yes.”
I took his cock down my throat again. In this position, he could thrust harder, so I simply relaxed, opened my throat, and let him. In that moment, I might’ve let him do anything. When I had seen him looking so sad and scared earlier, I knew I would do whatever it took to make him happy, not because he was forcing me to but because I wanted to.
TJ wasn’t the man I’d originally thought he was. Like me, he was someone who had been hurt by the people who should have loved him most.
He hadn’t had anyone other than his aunt when he was young, and she hadn’t been in a position of power.
Precum was leaking freely from TJ’s cock. How close was he? My cock was desperate for attention, and I was sure I was dripping too. I wanted to wrap my hand around myself and get off as TJ did. Would he come down my throat? Would he come on me, or would he hold back, determined to fill me up like he’d done before so he could watch his cum run down my legs?
“Look at me,” he demanded.
When I did, he slowly pulled his cock from my mouth. I licked the tip as he slid it over my wet lips. He smiled down at me. “You’re amazing. I felt you really let go. You should see how hot you look right now with your lips swollen and your face all damp. I want to come all over you.”
“You can.”
“God, that makes it even more tempting, but I want to see the way you look at me when your ass is stuffed full of my cock. I want to see you come. I’m fucking addicted to the sight now.
“I…” My throat was sore and my voice rough.
He cupped my face. “Tell me what you want.”
I shook my head. “This is about you.”
“No, it’s about both of us. You think taking care of people and keeping them safe is your job, but you don’t always have to be the one giving comfort.”
“But you… Your brother and your father… You’re having a really shitty day.”
“And it will be so much better when I make you come, crying out for me. Way out here, there’s no reason for you to stay quiet.”
TJ gripped my arms and pulled me up onto my feet. “I need you naked.”
My legs wobbled as I tried to steady myself. TJ ended up undressing me since I was too blissed out to remember how to get my clothes off.
When I was naked, he sat down again.
“Straddle me,” he commanded.
I nearly fell because I was too busy staring at his thick cock.
“You’ll get what you need,” he assured me as I finally managed to rest my knees on either side of his lap.
Wrapping a hand around the back of my neck, he pulled me to him for a kiss. I opened to him as his hands kneaded my ass. Our cocks brushed against each other, and I gasped against his lips. His tongue thrust into my mouth, sliding over mine and licking the roof of my mouth.
“It’s so fucking hot to taste myself on you. Someday I’m going to come all over your face, then lick it off.”
“Jesus. That’s so hot.”
“Everything about you is hot. I’d do anything with you.”
I believed it. I didn’t think he’d shy away from anything I suggested, no matter how filthy.
