Page 9 of His Sacrifice

“Not everyone.” Fabian falls into the seat beside me, starting to kiss at my neck. “I think he wanted to fuck you,” he whispers as if the thought turns him on. “I saw the way he looked at you. I think it will do the man some good to have something he wants that he can’t have.” His hand drops between my legs and grabs at my pussy, and I’m mad at myself for wishing it was Raoul touching me instead.

I should want Fabian to help me forget what happened with Raoul tonight.

I should be sorry that I let it happen and feel guilty for it. But I don’t. I only feel anger at Raoul for abandoning me all over again.

“I’m tired.” I force Fabian’s hand away, but he comes straight back at me, his tongue gliding up my jaw and his fingers rubbing at my pussy harder. It’s too much, it doesn’t feel good like it’s supposed to, and suddenly I feel like I can’t breathe.

“Stop.” I push him away.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Fabian throws his hand in the air at me and I flinch. Fabian’s never hit me, but just lately I’ve started to see a different side to him. When we first got together he was kind and thoughtful, but since I’ve moved in here, I’ve noticed he loses his temper easily. I put it down to the stress he’s under, but I can’t help notice that he only ever lashes out at me or his mother. He never stands up to his father, and he sure as hell wouldn’t face off with a man like Raoul.

“I told you I’m tired. I need to go to bed.” I go to stand up but he forces me back down.

“Then I better make this quick.” He tosses me forward so my chest presses into the glass coffee table in front of us, then shoves my dress up over my ass and slaps it hard.

“You like that?” He presses his cock against my entrance and I can’t stop myself from thinking about Raoul. The way his fingers had teased me, how he left me so desperate for more. It’s wrong, but as Fabian pushes inside me, I allow my mind to go back to the fire escape. I try to draw back the feeling of anticipation I had when Raoul’s mouth was close to mine, his fingers edging me closer to orgasm.

Fabian fucks me hard, he takes for himself the way he always does, and thankfully it doesn’t take long for him to be finished.

“Get some sleep. Tomorrow, I need my girl to look extra pretty for my father’s retirement party.” He tugs my dress back into place and slaps my ass again.

I don’t bother saying goodnight, just get up and move toward the bedroom, taking off my dress and getting straight into the shower.

The hum between my legs feels too punishing to sustain a moment longer. And as I step under the water and lean my back against the wall, I let my fingers run loose so they can touch all the places where Raoul had.

I memorize the accuracy of his pressure and try to find the right speed to replicate his touch, curling my toes as I try to reach the same high he’d left me suffering on. I close my eyes and imagine his face. The way he’d looked across the table at me, his harsh brown eyes showing me no emotion until he realized I now belonged to Fabian.

Then the shadow of darkness that crossed over them as he watched Fabian touch me. I saw his frustration. I felt his pain, and I’d taken pleasure in it.

I feel my muscles tighten, the heat in the pit of my stomach intensifying when I hear his words in my head again…

“When you kiss your boyfriend goodnight tonight, you can think about how it might have felt to come on my finger.”

I quickly slam my other hand over my mouth to drown out my moan, as I pulse against my fingers and enjoy the tingle that spreads over my skin when I come.

Then I decide it’s the closest I can ever let him get to me again. The man will not ruin me twice. I gave him far too many years of my life, and I won’t give him a second more of it. Tonight was just a chance encounter, one that won’t happen again. Last I heard, he was still promised to Briella Quinn, for all I know he could have made good on that promise already. He could be with her now, making his wife come right this second in their bed.

The thought hurts me, which is exactly why I need to forget that tonight ever happened.

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