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He presses his lips against my ear. “You tired, baby?”
“Only a little,” I lie. I’m exhausted, but I don’t want to sleep.
“Liar,” he whispers, “but I’m gonna let it slide because I need you, Luce.”
I turn on my side. “I need you too, Jax, but don’t shut me out.”
He brushes my hair back from my face. “I’m not, angel, I promise. I’m just dealing with some stuff I thought I’d buried a long time ago.”
“About your dad?”
“Hmm. Things between me and him weren’t always so bad. When I was a little kid, like Matthias, he was…” he swallows hard. “I looked up to him so fucking much.”
I press my body closer to his. I need him to know that he’s not in this alone.
“What if I fuck up like he did? What if Matthias, or any of our kids end up hating me one day? The thought that they might feels like someone has just put my heart in a vise.”
I places my hand on his chest. “They could never hate you. You would never let them down, Jax. Or me. I know you wouldn’t.”
“How can you be so sure?”
“Because you know how it feels,” I whisper. “And also because you always put the happiness and wellbeing of the people you love before your own.”
“I’m gonna miss you so fucking much, Luce,” he whispers.
A sob catches in my throat and I swallow it down. “I’m going to miss you too, but it will only be for a few days, right?”
“A few days away from you is gonna feel like a goddamn eternity,” he growls, sliding a hand onto my ass.
“Then you’d better make tonight count, cowboy,” I purr, sliding my hand down to his cock which is already semi-hard.
“Why the fuck are you wearing clothes in my bed?” he frowns at me as though he’s only just become aware of this fact.
Then he looks down at my panties and pulls the waistband until it snaps against my skin.
“Sorry,” I whisper, biting on my lip.
“You know I gotta punish you for that?” he asks as he rolls on top of me.
“Yes,” I giggle.
“Ah but no spanking for you, Mrs. Decker,” he growls, nipping at my shoulder blade. “Because you like that a little too much, don’t you?”
Wetness pools in my center just thinking about it.
“Hmm. So, how are you going to punish me then?” I whisper.
He lifts his head, narrowing his eyes at me as though he’s deep in thought. “Maybe I won’t let you come?” he suggests.
I open my mouth in horror. “You wouldn’t.”
“Oh, I would,” he whispers.
“Please don’t?” I whimper, trying a different tactic.
“Maybe I’ll just see how hard I can make you beg instead.”
“We both know you can make me beg real hard, Jax, but what I need you to do…”
