Page 105 of Finding Layla


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He grabs the box of condoms and removes one sealed packet and lays it on top of the nightstand within easy reach.

I reach out a hesitant hand. “Can I touch you?”

He intercepts my hand, kisses it, and shakes his head. “I don’t think so. Not this time.”

“Why not? I want to touch you.”

Shaking his head, he laughs. “Honey, if you touch me right now, I’m liable to embarrass myself. I’ve thought about this moment way too many times, wanted this, craved this, too long. I don’t want it to be over in three minutes.”

Jason lies down beside me and sweeps my body with a heated gaze. “You are so beautiful.”

He skims his fingers lightly from my collar bone, down to my breasts, to my belly, and lower. I have goosebumps from head to toe.

Holding my gaze, he slips a finger between the lips of my sex, gliding slowly through the slick wetness. “Open your legs,” he murmurs.

I do as he says as his finger starts teasing my opening. He leans down and kisses me, and our heated breaths mingle. He reaches for the condom, rips the package open, and quickly sheathes himself. Then he kneels between my thighs.

He meets my gaze, studying me a long moment, as if he’s gauging my reactions and making sure I’m still okay.

I am.I’m more than okay. I reach up and grasp his shoulders and try to pull him closer.

He reaches down and grips his erection, positioning himself at my opening. He rubs the head of his cock against me, sliding easily through the wetness. My thighs are shaking, partly in anticipation and excitement, partly in fear of the unknown.

And then, as he leans forward, I feel pressure against the sensitive ache between my legs. He grits his teeth as he slowly presses into me. I wince at a sudden pinching sensation, followed by a slight burn. He sinks deeper and deeper, so slowly, his face a mask of concentration. He’s trying so hard to be gentle, and I love him for it.My heart swells as my breath catches in my chest.

I love him.

I can’t imagine anyone more considerate. I can’t imagine how this moment could be more perfect.

When he’s all the way, his body pressed against mine, he stops moving, dips his head down, and touches his lips lightly to mine. “You are exquisite. I feel like the luckiest man on Earth because you chose me.”

No, I’m the lucky one. I lucked out and got a true knight as a protector.

My eyes tear up, and I feel the wetness streaming past my temples.

He wipes my face. “I hope those are happy tears.”

I nod because I don’t trust myself to speak.

And then he starts to move, so slowly, so carefully. His body slides in and out of me, and with each stroke I heat up all over again. Pleasure shoots through me as his thumb slips between us, and he begins stroking my clit. Everything feels so good, the heat and the friction, and his strength as he surges into me.

Without warning, Jason arches his back, his muscles and limbs straining and taut. He cries out, his voice deep and guttural, and the sounds sink deep into my soul.

His movements slow after that, and he glides gently in and out of me a few times before he finally withdraws.

“How do you feel?” he asks a little breathlessly as he settles down beside me and pulls me close.

“I feel wonderful. Perfect.” I can’t help smiling.I feel normal.I’ve never felt more normal in my life. Right now, my head is quiet, and I can relax and simply enjoy this moment.

Jason moves to sit on the side of the bed, removes the condom, and ties it off. “I’ll be right back.”

He disappears across the hall, and I hear the water running. A moment later, he returns to sit on the side of the bed. The first thing he does is grab his phone and check my sugar level. “It’s low. I’ll be right back.”

I’m not surprised. I’m starting to sweat, and I feel clammy.

He pulls on a pair of sweatpants and walks out of the bedroom. When he returns, he hands me an apple juice box and helps me sit up and lean against pillows propped against the headboard. “Drink.”

After I finish the apple juice, I head to the bathroom to take care of business, wash up, and brush my teeth.

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