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The idea that this is so foreign to her that it’s making her this nervous almost makes me lose my shit. The only thing that stops me is the fact that she’s right here. If I lose my shit right now, she might think I’m upset at her. It would be so easy for her to misunderstand that my anger is for her, not with her.
So instead, I push it back and save it for later. For when I find the fucks who made her life hell, who made her believe sex was something to give to others because they demand it. When I get to cut them up for laying hands on her, that's when I’ll deal with this. Right now, I need to work on helping her through this.
“Just tell me exactly what you want.” I tell her in a soft voice so as not to make her more nervous as I try to think of a way to help her with this.
My body understands before my mind. I lift one of my hands from where it rests on the bed near her shoulder. I gently run the back of my fingers over the soft skin of it, down the length of her arm, and back up.
I watch the path my fingers take up her skin as goosebumps break out in the wake of them. As I once again get to her shoulder, she gives a slight shudder.
“How about this? Do you want this?” I ask without looking at her as I let my hand continue higher, up her neck, before caressing her cheek. I rest my palm on her cheek as my thumb rubs soothingly along the soft skin there, barely catching the corner of her lip.
She nods.
I start to pull my hand away. I don't make it far before she grabs my wrist, pushing it back again to lay against her cheek.
“Yes.” She says, her voice still quiet but not nearly as shaky as it had been, and that’s progress. She seems to be a quick learner; maybe she just needed this more hands-on approach.
I pull my hand from hers, and she lets my wrist drop as I trail my hand down her face again, happy to let me wander so long as I don’t break contact. I can’t help the small stupid grin that splits my face at how much I can affect this woman I have no business even thinking of pursuing. I duck my head to hide it as I watch my hand slip down her body. I run my fingers ever so gently over her collarbone, continuing down to her chest before dropping down the valley of her breasts, where I pause.
I look back up now that I have control of myself and meet her eyes again. Her pupils are still blown wide, her eyes so dark you would never believe they are usually a beautiful bright green. I let my hand drift just a bit lower before pulling to the right to run across the skin just below her breast, making sure to keep my face completely empty as I tease the both of us.
As I circle around and back up without so much as grazing her, she lets out a small whimper, and it goes right to my already hard cock. She’s damn near begging me without words at this point. Seeing someone as strong and deadly as I know Jade is like this has me damn near on another plane of existence. I’m not sure what she sees in me, but I’ll fucking take it. I’ll take anything she’s willing to give me.
“Use your words.” I tell her as I continue my slow tracing of her skin, back down her chest and around the other side, all the while watching my hand move.
She takes a deep breath before releasing it with a rush of words that are too low and said too quickly for me to comprehend, even with how close we are. I pause my hand just above her stomach, leaving just one finger on her skin before I look up at her.
“I’m sorry, Doll, but I didn’t quite catch that.” I tell her with a teasing smile because while it’s true, I didn’t hear her. I could probably guess what she said. But where's the fun in that?
This time, her brows pull in frustration, and I see the shift in her features before my eyes. She goes from shy, timid, and full of nerves to frustrated and determined, and it shouldn’t be possible for her to be more attractive. Not when I have her naked body laid out under me already. How can she possibly be more attractive?
I wish I knew.
She pushes onto her elbows, eating up the space between us until were damn near nose-to-nose. I have to fight myself from going cross-eyed with the sudden closeness.
“I said, I want you to touch me.” She tells me, her voice strong and sure, coming out much more like a demand than a request.
I flatten my hand against her stomach. “I’m pretty sure I’m already doing that, Doll.” Understanding flashes in her eyes when she hears the amusement in my voice.
“I want you to make me feel good, Zander. I want you to fuck me.” My pulse jumps as she says it out loud. This might be exactly what I wanted, but I wasn’t prepared for the effect it would have on me to hear her say it out loud.
Before I can respond, she continues, “I want your cock so deep inside of me that it’s all I can think about, all that I can feel.” My mouth goes dry as she leans farther into me, pressing our bodies together in a way that lights me on fire. I can feel every place our bodies touch.
It’s both too much and not enough all at once.
Her lips ghost over the shell of my ear. “I want you to take whatever you want from me and make me forget every person before you.”
I feel her teeth sink into the soft skin of my earlobe. She doesn’t bite very hard, but the slight pain sends my already heightened need through the roof, and I can’t hold back that shudder that rocks my whole body.
She pulls back, and I can see in her eyes that it wasn’t lost on her. She’s enjoying teasing me just as much as I was her a moment ago.
“I want you to own me, Zander.” She says, and her voice is so sure that it cracks through my last shred of self-control.
Our lips come together so hard that it’s almost violent, but she doesn’t seem to mind as she pushes back into me just as much as I do into her. I’m not sure who moved first, but I couldn’t care less. The end result is the same; I intend to devour her before the night ends.
We kiss for long enough that our breathing becomes labored, and then we kiss some more. I want to touch her, explore her, make her scream and moan my name, but I can do that later. I feel no need to rush for this to be over.
In fact, I intend to make this last as long as I can.
