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“Yes.” Her reply sounded more like a plea than an answer.
“Promise me you’ll tell me if it’s too much.”
“I promise.”
Leaning in closer, I pressed my lips to the streak of oil coating her throat, listening to the release of her breath as I connected with her soft skin. Letting my tongue follow the line of the oil, she sighed loudly, arching her body towards me.
“Lay back, Em.”
She paused for a second before she lowered herself back onto the bed. I poured more oil into my hands, caressing her softly from her ankle, slowly up her thigh until my fingers brushed against her sleep shorts. I didn’t linger for long. Instead, I moved back to the ankle, pressing kisses over her oil-streaked skin, my tongue dancing over her, nipping, sucking, biting, and licking until her body vibrated with need. As I reached the apex of her thighs, I stopped, leaning over her pussy, sighing, letting my warm breath blanket her. She groaned, raking her fingers through my hair. I reveled in her touch for a moment, before I moved back to the ankle on her other leg, starting the slow, beautiful, torturous process again.
By the time my lips reached the top of her other thigh, her t-shirt had risen up, so her flat, toned stomach was on display and her arousal was visible on her shorts. Without thinking, I pressed my lips over the stain and flicked my tongue, tasting her for the first time. A growl slipped from my lips as she grabbed the bedsheets, her body grinding with desire.
For the first time ever with a woman, I was apprehensive. I didn’t know what was okay, and I didn’t want to put any pressure on her. I’d never cared about pleasuring a woman so much before in my life. Usually, I took what I wanted, knowing they were happy enough to be underneath a naked rock star, but with Emmy, I wanted so much more. No non-disclosure agreement, no drugs, no alcohol, no ego. Just me and her. Together. Feeling everything she had to offer me. Raw, exposed, and, I realized for the first time in my adult life, real.
“Tan?” Her voice was low, soft, pleading. Wrapping my hands over her hips, I brushed my fingers against her exposed skin, feeling her body tighten.
“I want to take it slow, angel. I don’t want to make things worse for you.”
“Tanner.” As she said my name, her tone changed. No longer a question, but a demand. “I refuse to be a victim any longer. I want this. Do you?”
“Fuck, so much, Emmy. So much. Tell me what you want.”
“I want you to sink your fingers into me because I’ve asked you to. Because I want you to. I want you to wipe away that memory and give me one that makes me smile. And then I want you. All of you, Tanner.”
And that was all the permission I needed.
I grabbed the hem of her shirt, pulling it over her head, finding her tank top and bra underneath, making me realize just how afraid she was and how much trust she was putting in me. I paused to check she was okay, before I removed them as well, and was met by her shy smile. I reached to roll down her shorts and her simple black panties, throwing them to the floor, leaving her laid out in the center of my bed. Her pale skin glowed in the low light of the room. The curve of her ample breasts, her dark pink nipples that had pebbled with the cool air, her hourglass hips, and long, muscular legs that had parted slightly, leaving her open and exposed, giving me a clear view of the small strip of hair between her legs.
“God, Emmy. You’re beautiful.”
She reached up towards me, skimming her fingers along my jaw. “No, you’re beautiful, rock star. It’s no wonder every woman in the world wants you.”
I leaned down and kissed just below her ear, unsure how to reply to her last comment. I didn’t want to be a Cosmic God right now. I wanted to be the man she wanted. The man to make her come undone. The man to make her happy and safe.
Nipping at her earlobe, she gasped as she wrapped her fingers around the nape of my neck, pulling me against her, her soft breasts brushing my chest. I ghosted my lips over her oil-covered skin as she danced her fingers up my arms, across my shoulders, and down my back. My skin erupted in goosebumps from her gentle caress, my cock throbbing with need.
Palming her breast, I rolled her nipple between my thumb and finger. Her legs fell open further as she wrapped her hands over my hips, moving me to lie between her thighs, only my boxers separating us.
“Are you sure, Emmy? We don’t have to. We can stop.”
“I’m sure, Tanner. I want this… want you.” She smiled, lifting her head towards me, capturing my lips with hers. Our kiss—our first real kiss—started gently, lips growing accustomed to each other. After what I did to her in the bar that night, I wanted her to feel in control. To take things at her pace. She surprised me when she ran her tongue across the seam of my mouth demanding more. And that’s all it took. Frantic, desperate, longing need spilled from both of us. As our breath quickened, our bodies rubbed against each other, her arousal leaking from her, soaking my boxers and mixing with my own.
“Shit, Em. You’re so wet and I’ve not even touched you yet. I can feel it on your thighs. Fuck, that’s—”
Suddenly, she jolted upright, almost head-butting me. “Sorry, Tan. I’m not sure I can do this. I’m not a slut. Me being wet doesn’t mean I’m… Shit. I shouldn’t have led you on,” she whispered as she scrambled up the bed away from me, grabbing her t-shirt and pulling her knees to her chest to hide herself from me.
I stared at her, fear etched across her face. “I didn’t mean anything bad, angel. Your body is letting me know it wants me. It’s normal. Natural. Fuck, Em, how much did that fucker mess you up? You’re allowed to want someone without it meaning they can just take it from you. Everything, everything we do, is on your terms. Even if I’m balls deep in you and about to come, if you want to stop, I will stop. I will not force anything on you. Do you hear me?”
A tear slipped from her eye. “I’m scared to do this, Tan. I mean. What if I’m broken? What if he broke me?”
“He hurt you and you’re allowed to be scared, but I will always treat you like the angel you are, Em. Can I show you something?”
She nodded.
I stood, pushing down my shorts, leaving me standing in front of her naked. She stared wide-eyed as she took my cock in.
“Give me your hand.”
