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Her lips crashed against mine as we came together, me filling the condom and her clamping her walls around me and milking every last drop of arousal from me. We stayed like that for a while, our breathing ragged, her body still wrapped around mine and my cock still deep inside her. After a while, my blood stopped raging, and I felt capable of speech again.
“Shit, Em. That was amazing. It was…”
“Perfect. It was perfect, Tan. Happy Birthday.”
Emmy
Ijusthadsexin a swimming pool. I couldn’t quite believe the last few days. My body had never felt more alive, and I loved being made to come again and again, but something was bothering me.
Laying in his bed, freshly showered and wrapped around each other, he twirled my hair through his fingers.
“Tan, can I ask you something?” I pushed myself up to look down at him.
“Anything, angel,” he replied, pulling me back closer as he pressed a kiss to my lips.
“Are you holding yourself back? You know, when we fool about?”
“What do you mean?” His voice rumbled from his chest as he spoke, covering my body in goosebumps.
“When you came in my mouth, then in the pool earlier. When you come, I feel like you’re holding back. I might be wrong, but I feel like you need more, but you’re worried you might freak me out.”
His tattooed fingers moved to my back as he ran them up and down my spine. “Emmy, all I need is you. It’s enough.”
“But would you usually want more?” I asked, curious to know if I’d got this right. That my past had him holding himself back when we were together.
“What can I say? I’m selfish, I like it rough… or I did. Now I just want you. I’m happy to have you in any way that makes you happy.”
My lips moved to his neck, his touch driving me wild, despite the seriousness of the conversation I was trying to have. “You can’t do that, Tanner,” I murmured against his damp skin. “You can’t put your needs on hold or your happiness in other people’s hands.”
“Honestly, Em, it’s all good.”
Moving my hands to his torso, I ran my fingers over his abs, tracing the outlines of each muscle and the V in his hips. “What if I want more, too?”
“What do you mean, angel?”
“In my dream, you wrapped your hand around my throat and fucked me so hard I couldn’t breathe.”
He groaned loudly, but I wasn’t sure he realized he’d even done it. “I would never do that. I would never hurt you like that,” he replied, stroking his fingers down the side of my face.
I sat up, straddling his thighs, and lifting his hand, I wrapped it around my throat, holding it in place lightly. Tanner’s eyes darkened as he fixated on my neck. “What if I wanted you to? What if you didn’t hold back? What if you just let go?”
Pulling away from my neck, he took hold of my hand and kissed the back of it. “Then I’d be a selfish shithead. Someone hurt you. I won’t be another person to do that to you.”
“Someone assaulted me. I want this with you. I want you to let go. I don’t want you to hold back with me.”
Flipping me suddenly, so I was on my back and he was laying between my thighs, Tanner pushed my hair back from my face, gazing at me before replying, “Shit, Em, I like it hard, rough. I’d like to tie you up, spank you until your ass turns red, fuck you in every position and every hole. There are so many things I’d like to try with you, but you’re not ready for any of that. I can’t do that to you.”
I tutted, annoyed at his decision about what I could and couldn’t handle. “You don’t get to dilute your needs and desires because you assume I will or won’t like them. How is that fair? I never thought I’d like dropping to my knees and letting you come in my mouth, but I loved it. Maybe we need to play around and see what our limits really are.”
He stared at me, open-mouthed. “Are you joking right now, Em, because this isn’t funny?”
I bit down on my bottom lip, shaking my head. “I don’t want you to hold back with me, Tanner. I want all of you.”
“Angel. You’re making me hard again.”
“Tanner, please,” I begged, reaching down and wrapping my hand around his semi-hard shaft, feeling it thicken from my touch.
“Now?” His voice sounded almost tortured. Using my body weight, I pushed him over onto his back, watching his eyes widen as I rubbed my fingers over the head of his cock, teasing him until his slit leaked with excitement.
