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Ethan’s mouth covered mine again, while Ivy raked her fingers through my hair. There was something about having two sets of hands on me, two different touches, the difference in the way their skin felt against mine… it ramped up my arousal levels to a new high and I loved it.
A hand reached the waistband of my joggers and I knew instantly it was Ethan’s as his thumb skimmed my head that was aching with need after what happened in the kitchen, but my thoughts clouded my pleasure and suddenly I needed to understand how this would work. I needed boundaries, rules, structure.
“If we’re doing this, we need to talk first,” I husked out, trying to calm the desire raging through my body as I sat up.
Ethan nodded, sitting up too, leaving my cock weeping with the loss of his touch. Ivy kissed my cheek. “Whatever you need, Grayson. How about we make some lunch before we all waste away from lack of food?”
Taking our hands, Ethan led us to the kitchen, where he motioned for Ivy and me to sit on stools at the island while he pulled bacon and eggs from the fridge.
“Pancakes and bacon, okay? Ivy, why don’t you make the coffee?”
We ate, and the food helped settle my apprehension.Blimey, how hungry was I?We laughed and joked like old friends, but the reality hung heavily over us. Eventually, Ethan took the lead. “Talk to us, Gray. What is it you need?”
“I need boundaries. I’m not good at winging it and going with the flow. When I feel out of control, then… well, you know what happens.”
“Okay, so what would help?”
“Well, you’re a couple, so do I just hang about until you invite me in?”
Ethan stretched towards me and ran his thumb over my lip, watching hungrily as I parted them for him, letting him slide into my mouth as he moaned out my name like a prayer. “Gray. No. That’s not how this works.” He pulled his thumb back out again but left it pressed against my bottom lip. “We’re in this together. You want us, you take us. But there’s never any pressure. You found Ivy and me together today, and you joined us. That’s what we want. Is that what you want?”
I nodded because God, that was absolutely what I wanted. He moved his thumb from my lip.
“Anything else?”
“Do we always have to be a three? What if you’re not here or one of us doesn’t want it?”
“Ivy and I have built our relationship on honesty. You want to fuck her when I’m not here, then I’m fine with it, as long as you tell me and I wantallthe details. Understand? The only thing I can’t stand in any of this is dishonesty.”
“Ivy?” I asked, waiting to hear what she had to say.
“The same for me, Gray. If you and Eth want to mess about, I don’t always have to be involved. As long as you tell me.”
“And do you too have limits, boundaries, or things you expect of me?”
“You stay with us each night, you promise not to run, you tell us if things get too much or your OCD spikes, you stick with your therapy sessions and you don’t think beyond the month,” Ethan replied like he’d already thought it all through.
Relief flooded my body because Ethan had taken all the decisions and uncertainty out of it and silenced the worries that had spiraled through my mind since I’d agreed to stay.
“I’ll try,” I promised.
“There will be no trying, Gray. You'll do as you’re told.”
My eyes met his, his stare firm and sexy as hell.
“Fuck, Eth, you’ve done so well to hide your domineering side from him. You’re a lot to take and he’s not used to it. Sorry, Grayson. If he’s too much, tell me and I’ll rein him in.”
“I have one last condition,” I said, keeping my eyes fixed on Ethan’s. “You don’t hide anything about yourself or what you want from this. Not ever. If you want to dominate, then I want to see that side of you. I can’t cope with fakeness. I spend my life surrounded by people who tell me what they think I want to hear. If we’re doing this, we’re doing this as the real us. And, just so you know, I am trusting you both with my secrets and my heart, so please be careful.”
We spend the day curled up together on the sofa watching films. I even got them to watchPretty Womanbecause the weirdos had never seen it and they laughed as I mouthed most of the film word for word. Suddenly realizing what day it was, I sat up.
“Do you both have to work tomorrow?”
“Nope,” Ethan replied, shrugging his shoulders like it was nothing.
“Oh, okay. So, when are you back at work?”
“In a month,” Ivy replied with a giant smile.
