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“Oh, shoot. I wasn’t sure what you wanted to do, and then I sort of forgot. Do you want to go?”
“I have to work.”
“Oh, okay. I’ll let her know it will only be me. I’ll go with Rebecca.”
I nodded.
“Is that all?”
It was now or never. Would she leave me when she found out I was broken? That I couldn’t give her what she deserved and wanted? Hell, we never talked about what was happening between us. This all had gotten out of hand, and I didn’t know what to do.
She looked at me hopefully, and I decided it could all wait. We still had two weeks before Christmas. There would be plenty of time to tell her.
“Yeah. That was it. I wanted to see you. I missed you.”
She smiled. “How long do you have for lunch?”
The heat in her eyes caused all the blood in my body to rush south. That’s what I needed. To bury myself inside her and forget.
“I have as long as I want,” I growled as I lifted her off the couch. She squealed as I rushed her up the stairs.
I had every intention of taking her hard and fast. Chasing my orgasm to forget. But it all went out the window when I laid her down. Her hair spilled around her head on my pillow. The adoration in her eyes undid me.
I stripped out of my uniform and climbed onto the bed in my undershirt and boxers. Kat pulled her sweater over her head, leaving her in her bra. Together, we stripped off her leggings.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me down on top of her. Her lips were gentle against mine, and she kissed me like we had all the time in the world. Her tongue ran along mine, and I groaned, grinding my hips against her. She tilted her head back and moaned, lifting her hips to move in time with mine.
I pulled one bra cup down, exposing her beautiful breast. Kat and I continued to move together in harmony. I bent forward, closing my mouth over her breast. She moaned when I started flicking my tongue over her nipple. I kneaded her other breast, feeling the weight of it in my hand. When I rolled her nipple between my fingers, she let out a shuddering sigh.
She was so fucking beautiful it hurt to look at her. I was going to break her, and I didn’t know how to stop it from happening. No matter how badly I wanted to love her fully, I couldn’t. Happiness wasn’t in the cards for me, and neither was a wife or family. It had been decided for me years ago.
Kat cupped my face in her hands and pulled it up to her. She looked deep into my eyes. “Be here with me.”
My eyes darted between hers, and like they were windows to her soul, I could see everything. She was opening herself completely to me, and I wanted to tell her to stop. I didn’t deserve it. But I shook my head, pushing all my demons away.
“I’m here.” And I meant it.
I captured her breast again. Her eyes rolled back, and she dug her fingers into my hair. I ground my hips against her center, feeling the warmth and wetness through the layers of clothing.
“I want you,” she said with a moan.
“You have me.” Even if it wasn’t always physically. She had captured my heart, and she’d always have a piece of me.
Kat’s hand trailed down my chest and abs. She gripped me through my boxers, and I groaned, grinding my hips into her hand. She squeezed me and pumped me the way I liked, and my eyes rolled back in my head.
“I need to be inside you,” I said.
She stripped out of her underwear and removed her bra, lying bare and beautiful in front of me. My heart cracked open a little more, and her light seeped in. The demons retreated a little, and I focused on nothing but Kat.
I stripped out of my boxers, sheathed myself, and lined my dick up with her entrance. Her lips pursed, and her eyes closed as I slid inside her warmth. Her pussy enveloped my cock, and she was so wet.
“Fuck, you feel so good.”
We moved together in tandem. As I thrust froward, she rocked against me. It was magic. I nipped at the spot where her neck met her shoulder and sucked, marking her. I wanted to mark her skin everywhere, so everyone would know she was mine.
My feelings were at war inside me. I wanted to keep her, but I couldn’t. I’d only end up hurting her.
As if Kat could sense my mind wandering, she reached up and cupped my face. She captured my lips with hers. The kiss was sensual and burned a seal on my heart. There was no way I’d ever forget her.
