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“Maybe,” I say to her as she kicks and screams and curses at me, “you should’ve thought of this when you were training your daughter. Now you’ve left the job to me, haven’t you?”

Tavi’s eyes blaze at me but he takes his mother from me. Between him and Orlando, they wrestle her to the door. She sobs and pleads, half in Italian, half in English. “Let me say goodbye! Let me help her pack! Please,” she begs. Her voice cracks. “Lei è la mia bambina!”

Romeo remains stoic. Marialena and Rosa are gone, likely unwilling to witness their mother’s breakdown. The door closes behind Tosca and her sons with finality.

I sit back down and finish the last cold dregs of my espresso.

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CHAPTERFOUR

Marialena

I think I'm in a state of shock. I'm not sure what that looks like, but I don'tfeelanything. My body is numb, like I've taken an ice bath and every cell has been neutralized. No, no, that's not it. I'm not numb. My heart feels as if it's breaking, I do feel that. It's my reactions that are numbed, because I don't want to make anything worse than I already have.

I heard my mother screaming. I heard her crying. I heard her tell Romeo that I'm her baby. I don't know if I'll ever forget the pleading in her words, the way her voice cracked, or the way they dragged her away. My brothers don’t ever manhandle my mother, but they physically dragged her out of the room as if they feared Capo’s retaliation at any moment. Rosa hustled me out of the room before I had to witness it all, but I heard it.

And now I stand in my room. Rosa is pulling out luggage. She's yelled for Elise, her friend and Tavi’s wife, but she doesn't call for Vittoria, Romeo’s wife. She probably knows that Vittoria will find out what happened sooner or later, and I doubt that she wants to involve her now. Vittoria may not forgive Romeo.

I stare at an empty suitcase. How many times have I delicately packed my clothes, shoes, and toiletries in preparation for a trip to Tuscany, or France? Every time I layered my clothes and shoes and toiletries in the bag, it was with a sense of anticipation, not the sense of dread I’m feeling now that's numbed me from the inside out.

Elise stands in the doorway. And when I see the look on her face—sad, but resigned, detached but determined—I know why Rosa called her here. Elise was raised in the mob like us. She, too, has known what it was like to be married to a man who didn't love you. She will not break down and cry.

I expected Rosa to ask her to help me pack, but she doesn't. "Have you heard?" Rosa asks Elise. Elise stands stock-still, her hand at her throat.

“I heard a little.”

“Marialena accidentally helped a woman who was betrothed to one of the mob’s most dangerous to escape.”

“No.What are the consequences?" she whispers. Her voice wavers. “Is he…” He has the right to kill me. If he decided to execute me, I couldn’t stop him.

"I have to marry him," I say, trying to be brave, but my voice breaks at the very end. I wring my hands and pace the floor, trying to wrap my brain around leaving my family… The Castle… My sisters, my brothers, my nieces, my nephews. "I don't even know where he lives."

As if that matters. Prison is prison whether it's in Siberia or Hawaii.

Elise blows out a breath. “Who is it?"

"Salvatore Capo.” Elise flinches as if someone slapped her.

She speaks in a whisper. "Capo?"

I wonder if I'm the only one that sees the irony in the fact that my new husband's last name means Captain. Leader. Head.Chief.

"Oh my God," Elise whispers. "He's…" She shakes her head and doesn't complete the sentence. Dread builds inside me at her reaction. Elise was raised among brutal men and is horrified to think of me going with Capo? What does she know? She won’t tell me, not if she thinks I can’t prevent this from happening.

She turns back to me. "What did he say he will do?"

I force out a mirthless laugh. "Besides treat me the way he says my mother should have?Train me?Oh, not much."

Another flinch. My brother Ottavio was no angel when it came to the two of them marrying, but I turned a blind eye to that. He’s my brother, and it’s hard for me to think of him fulfilling any other role. I chose ignorance instead.

“I’m sorry," she says, and she really is. I can tell just by the look on her face. "Marialena, I am so sorry.”

I am, too.

I’m talking to a woman who fled the country with a man she loved so that she could escape my brother. So she wouldn't be forced into the exact same thing I am being forced into.

On impulse, she crosses the room and gathers me up into her arms in a fierce, sisterly hug, while Rosa haphazardly tosses shoes, dresses, bras, everything, into suitcases. None of it matters much, what I take. They’re only things, as meaningless as the passing tide that comes and goes. It won't take much for me to replenish my supply of clothing if I need to. And I don't know if I want to take them with me anyway. What if they just remind me of home?

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