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Gerard wasn’t going to play games with her, though.
“No,” he growled. “I’mgoing to fuckyousenseless.”
He pried her hands away from his neck and twisted their bodies around as he held onto her wrists. Then, without saying a word, he threw Kate back down onto the bed.
The mattress bounced beneath her, sending her body rocking through the air. She could only watch as Gerard climbed on top of her, his eyes alight with passion.
Kate couldn’t help but feel a little disappointed. This was why she never bothered with men. This was why she kept to pleasing herself. Not only could men never give her the kind of orgasms she could give herself, but they refused to let women take the lead.
Who cared about Kate’s enjoyment? Certainly not Gerard. Kate felt his lips connect with her neck, wet and slobbery as he trailed his tongue down her skin in an attempt to tease her.
This is why you don’t fuck boys, she scolded herself.You need a man who knows when to step back and let the woman take control. These young boys don’t know shit.
As much as she wanted to lie there and complain about him, she knew she had to be active in this activity. She put her arms around his waist and let her nails dig into his skin, trying to ramp up the heat between them.
Even though it wasn’t the encounter that Kate wanted, she knew she should enjoy it at the very least. She buried her head into Gerard’s shoulder as he kissed up and down her neck. Having a man’s weight pressing down onto her body was distracting—so distracting that she was barely aroused.
It was only when Gerard shoved his hand down Kate’s underwear that everything started to perk up. Her breaths became shallow as his fingers brushed up and down her lips, teasing her as he continued kissing every available inch of her body.
Her stomach turned into a big, knotted ball of energy and adrenaline. Her heartbeat was pumping through her whole body, making every piece of her thump loudly. She could hear it in her ears, feel it in her fingers, and see her heart beating behind her ribs.
Gerard’s fingers slipped past her lower lips, suddenly enveloped by her warmth. Kate gasped and threw her head back as his fingers plunged deeper, exploring her. Gerard followed her head, putting his lips on the hollow of her throat as he continued to push his fingers deeper inside.
A soft moan came out of her mouth, whispering on her breath as she arched her back. Gerard pushed his fingers into her, sinking into her depths, before slowly withdrawing them. He lifted his head from her neck and stared into her eyes.
The mood changed in the room, then. There was something in his eyes. They had softened, warmed up to her… and Kate didn’t like it. It almost looked like he was falling in love with her. Kate felt her stomach churn as she looked into his deep blue eyes.
Is he going to… make love to me?Kate felt her heart pound, but instead of excitement, it was dread.
*
The last time a man had made love to her was when she was still married. When they were happy, sneaking kisses while their infant daughter took a nap. Kate didn’t want to be reminded of those times; she’d evolved past that need. It wasn’t a place she wanted to go back to, nor was it a mindset she particularly cared for.
Back then, she’d been controlled by her emotions. If anything bad ever happened in her life, she would just curl up into a ball and sob. When her husband left her, it took her days to peel herself off the bathroom floor.
Stop, Kate thought.
She couldn’t be thinking about this while she was trying to fuck someone. The only thing she could do was push the thoughts away and try to focus on the moment.
Gerard climbed off of her and hooked his thumbs into his underwear. Within a second they were on the floor beside the bed. Kate couldn’t stop herself from looking at the space between his legs.
There was his reason for being so cocky. He was at least seven inches long, with impressive girth, and huge balls. Of course, balls didn’t mean anything to her, but to men, they were weirdly important.
His cock was standing tall in the air, aiming right for her pussy. Kate quickly shimmied her underwear down and spread her legs, inviting him inside.
Gerard didn’t need any more prompting. Without a word, he put his knees between Kate’s legs and positioned his cock between her lips. She felt his cockhead touching her, about to delve inside, when he started to kiss her again.
Kate wanted to groan, to roll over and get away from him, but she was already here and she wanted the fuck she’d been promised. For a moment, she considered wrapping her legs around his waist and flipping him over so she could ride him for a while, but she knew that wouldn’t go down well.
Gerard took his time, easing his cock in with gentle thrusts, as he continued to kiss all over her chest and neck. Kate made all the right noises when he kissed her nipples, her neck, and her lips. But she wasn’t really feeling it. He was going too slow. His cock was controlled, thrusting in and out of her so gently she could barely feel his length.
When she finally felt his pelvis pressing against hers, Kate woke herself up from her almost-bored daze. His cock was deep inside of her, almost splitting her apart. Kate stared up into his eyes, confused at what he was waiting for.
Gerard looked at her so lovingly as his hand brushed a strand of her hair away from her face.
“You’re so beautiful,” he purred, before burying his head between her neck and shoulders.
It only took a moment for his elbows to dig into the mattress beneath them, and then he started to thrust. Kate had been expecting something fantastic, something that made her whole body shiver and convulse, but instead she felt nothing.
