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Cyburn leaned in and softly kissed my cheek. “It sure was, darling.”
He laid beside me and stroked my back. Even after sex he was such a giver. He really paid attention on how to care for me and how to satisfy my needs. That was important, especially since he was my first and only lover. He made sex feel like such an enjoyable bonding time for me.
A little while later, we were still laying, sprawled out across Cyburn’s bed in a naked, sweaty bliss together. I was laying on my side with my right leg draped over his torso. I was hugging my body close to him and stroking his bare, muscular chest with the tips of the fingers of my right hand.
I noticed his eyes on me, just watching me with an affectionate smile. I met his gaze, returning the smile.
“Hi,” he whispered.
“Hi,” I whispered back, unable to suppress an enormous grin.
I just felt so relaxed and satisfied. I still felt like I was running on an adrenaline high, fueled by incredible sex and orgasms.
“How are you feeling?” Cyburn asked.
“Amazing,” I said with a long, contented sigh. I rested my head in the nook of his arm, feeling safe and protected.
“Me too.” He stroked my back and kissed the top of my head.
“Can I admit something to you?” I asked.
“Of course.” His voice sounded curious.
“You are the first…” I trailed off.
“I knew I was your first,” Cyburn mentioned gently, with no judgement whatsoever. “You told me before, remember?”
I propped myself up on one elbow. “No, it’s not that. I mean… you are my first… the first man I’ve ever been attracted to,too.”
Cyburn arched an eyebrow with a naughty gleam in his eyes. “Does that mean—”
“No.” I shook my head and laughed. “I know where you are going with this. I was never attracted toanyoneuntil you came along.”
I wanted to explain it as love at first sight, but I wasn’t sure if that was the appropriate thing to say. I wasn’t even reallysureif that wastrulywhat I was experiencing. I was still confused emotionally, but in an exciting way.
“Well, I have to admit that gives me a little ego boost,” Cyburn joked.
“Yeah, I know,” I agreed and sighed again, placing my head back in his arm nook. “Before, well, I was too focused on robotics and things that I didn't even notice men. Then, after school I just never really hadtimeto even give romance much of a thought. I was too focused on building up my career.”
“Lucky for me then.” Cyburn laughed. “I’m glad you weren’t already attached to someone.”
I smiled. “I suppose I could say the same thing aboutyou.”
We were both quiet for a moment. I knew we were both probably thinking about the Amada situation, but neither one of us wanted to bring her up while we were still bonding and feeling a hazy laziness from our lovemaking session.
“Lucky me also that youdidspend so much time focusing on your career.”
I gazed up at him and gave him a teasing grin. “Why is that? So, you can use my skills to your advantage?”
Cyburn laughed and roped his arms around me, squeezing me in a loveable hug that gave me all the warm and fuzzy feels. “Hey you said it, not me.”
“I know, I’m just kidding.” Nothing in the world could wipe this smile off my face right now.
I wished we could lay here together forever. I wished there wasn’t a cruel world out there focused deliberately on ending our lives one by one.
“I want you to be happy.” Cyburn sounded so sincere that it was heartwarming to me.
I gazed up at him affectionately. “I am. I’m enjoying my time with you.”
