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We were suddenly on the bed, his muscular body writhing on me as he pounded his hips into me. I cried out as he fucked me, my body craving release. With every stroke, the promise of an orgasm grew, and my skin was on fire.
“Come for me, Jade,” Aaron bit out. He breathed hard in my ear, and I gasped and moaned, and the orgasm flooded my body.
I woke up from the orgasm, my body tightening in all the right places, heat washing over me. I was alone in bed––it had been nothing more than a dream––but the intensity of what my mind had conjured had pushed me over the edge.
I gasped, moaned, and curled on the bed, grabbing the sheets between my fingers until the pleasure subsided. I breathed hard into the dark and relished in the aftermath of the orgasm. Aaron filled my mind, and I let myself live the fantasy for a little longer.
When the sun came up, I would return to reality, but I would keep dreaming for now.
4
AARON
Theparkwasquietthis early in the morning. Noah pushed the stroller with Warner in it, and Ben ran up the path ahead of us. We’d brought the kids to the park so that Ava could sleep in and have a girl’s day where she could focus on herself apart from being a mom.
Warner kicked his chubby little legs and waved his favorite toy, babbling happily as if he was part of the men’s conversation.
“I contacted that agency,” I said to Noah. “The one my mom was talking about.”
“Oh, that’s good. You can really use the help. We have a nanny, and there are two of us. I don’t even know how you’ve managed without someone so far.”
I shrugged. “I’ve had babysitters, and my mom helps out a lot. I guess it’s just a lot of leaving events early, instead of staying later with you guys.”
Noah nodded, and we walked in silence for a while. Warner’s squeals and giggles filled the silence that stretched thin, and it was a pleasure to hear him.
“Sometimes, I miss the days when Ben was so little,” I said.
“Really?”
I nodded. “Time goes by so fast. In no time at all, we’ll be talking about girlfriends and college and stuff like that.”
“That’s a while away still.”
I nodded, but frowned. “I know boys want male role models more than girls do, but I still worry that Ben’s growing up with a lopsided view of life.”
We stopped at the play area.
“Be careful, buddy,” I called out when Ben ran straight to the jungle gym and climbed onto the steps. “Both hands!”
Ben didn’t even answer, but I watched as he gripped the ladder with both hands, making sure his feet were secure before he let go to grab the next rung.
“What do you mean?” Noah asked, sitting down on a bench. He spread a blanket at his feet and took Warner out of the stroller, letting the boy sit on the blanket. “One of these days, he’s going to start walking, and then we’ll have our hands full,” Noah said, unpacking toys onto the blanket for his son to play with.
“It’s going to be fun,” I said with a chuckle. “You want those first steps, and the moment you get them, you wish they would just stop and sit down for a second.”
Noah laughed. “I can’t wait for that.”
I was jealous of Noah’s life. In some ways, he had exactly what I had, and it was nice that one of my friends was finally in a position where we could relate to each other. I’d always been the odd one out, the guy who’d had to think about being a dad the next day, so drinking until sunrise wasn’t an option. The guy who had to say no to boys’ weekends away because I couldn’t leave Ben that long.
In other ways, Noah had everything I didn’t. He had the perfect family, and parents that were proud of him.
“I worry that he won’t see what love should be like, because I don’t have someone in my life. How can Ben know what a relationship and a proper family is when it’s just the two of us all the time?”
“Do you think it will be such a big deal? We didn’t all grow up with the best examples, and we figured it out, right?”
Maybe he was right––we knew what to do because of what we saw, but always whatnotto do, learning from others’ mistakes. Maybe Ben would eventually learn from my mistakes and not make so many of his own.
“Is she not in the picture at all?” Noah asked softly.
