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“Afraid I’ll end things too soon?” I ask with a smugness I don’t really feel. Being with Kirill is to be constantly off balance. It’s the thrill of hanging off the front of a rollercoaster, waiting for gravity to snatch you down and send a thrill up your spine. It’s clear I’m not the one in control.
“That should be what you’re afraid of.” His dark eyes narrow. “I don’t reward misbehavior.”
He settles his weight against me, his arousal pressed against where I want it most. A pulsing need moves through me. Slowly, I pull my hand away and curl my fingers through the silky strands of his dark hair.
“Then teach me to be good, Kirill.”
A wicked smile plays on his mouth. “Open for me.”
I sense his words have a deeper meaning, but I take them literally. I wrap my legs around his waist and position myself at the tip of him. With one press of my hips, he’s inside of me.
“I’m so ready,” I whisper helplessly against his neck.
Kirill blows out a sharp breath and drops his forehead to my shoulder. He inches in and out of me in excruciatingly shallow thrusts. Every time I try to arch up to take more, he pulls back.
“Kirill,” I whine, scratching my fingernails down his back. His entire body is trembling with the restraint it takes not to sheath himself inside of me. “You’re shaking.”
“So are you,” he pants.
My thighs are quivering around his hips. Every muscle in my body is clenched, poised to explode at the barest touch of him inside of me.
I don’t know what he’s waiting for.
Except, I do.
“Please,” I beg.
He bites my jaw and then kisses away the pain. “Tell me.”
“Tell you what?”
“The truth,” he growls.
I press my lips tightly together and tighten my legs around his waist. Kirill doesn’t move even a centimeter deeper than he wants to. He continues teasing me with the promise of more until frustrated tears burn the backs of my eyes.
“I need this, Kirill. Please,” I try again.
He licks a line from my neck to my collarbone, tasting the perspiration that’s gathered there. Then his mouth closes around my nipple. His tongue flicks my pebbled skin, driving me to near madness.
When he speaks his words are hot against my chest. “You can get sex anywhere. Why do you need this?”
“Because—” I huff out a breath. “Just fuck me, Kirill. For God’s sake. This doesn’t have to be more than it is.”
“What is this, Rayne?”
His hand slides between us and his finger circles my center. Immediately, tears well in my eyes. I feel one slip down my cheek. “It’s sex.”
His finger stills. “Try again.”
“It’s really good sex. Amazing sex.” His hand twitches against me but stays stubbornly still. “The best sex I’ve ever had in my life.”
He continues where he left off and thrusts a little deeper into me. A reward for my honesty, but it’s not enough yet.
“Why is the sex so good?” His lips are against the shell of my ear now. Without his green eyes boring into mine, I feel less vulnerable. The truth feels more within reach. “Tell me why it isn’t like this with anyone else. Tell me what makes this different and I’ll give you everything you want.”
Is he talking about an orgasm? Or something else?
I want a dad for Yuliana.
