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I could look deep into what this meant during our relationship in the past, but I don’t. Everything that happened before is just an experience. Lessons we have to remember so we don’t make the same mistakes. Now, my heart swells, knowing he trusts me.
“On your back,” I order as he undresses.
“Look at you, thinking you’re in charge,” he mocks me as he does what I demand.
I climb up on the bed, parting Matt’s legs. I want to see him when I thrust myself inside him. This is the first time he’s at my mercy, and all I want to do is take care of him and love him. I squirt some lube on my fingers before pushing them inside his hole.
“You, I need you,” he says.
“I know, baby, but I have to get you ready.” I take his hard length, sucking him slowly at the same rhythm my fingers push in and out of him. Someone else has done this before, but not in several years, and it wasn’t with love.
I swirl my tongue, letting him fuck my mouth as I add another finger, getting him ready for me. As I try to loosen his tight hole, I control my needs. The turbulence of emotions becomes a hurricane. Never in my wildest dreams did I think we’d be like this, but also, I never thought about asking for more.
More meant giving him everything. And this confirms that I was holding myself back from him and Thea. Neither one of us was ready. Now… I shouldn’t be thinking about her, but there’s a part of me that belongs to her. That even when I’m with Matt, it still longs for my woman.
But right now, I have to concentrate on Matt. I need to be in him, not only melding my body to his but in my heart.
Once I think he’s ready, I apply lube to my length and grab his hip with one hand, spreading him apart. Matt’s eyes look at me with intensity and expectancy. I push the tip of my cock against his hole. And then, I begin to push inside him, stretching him wide.
“Fuck,” Matt says, holding his cock and opening his legs wide.
I lower my body as I bury myself in him.
“I love you,” he whispers.
“Thank you for giving me this,” I mumble.
My heart pounds as our mouths fuse together, and my balls finally touch his ass. I’m finally inside, claiming him.
Mine.
Not because I’m claiming him, but because he’s giving himself to me.
“Tristan,” his low groan is filled with pleasure, his eyes drowning in lust and love.
I want to enjoy him, but the need for fusing and melting changes the rhythm to fast and hard. Our breaths are shallow, desperate. The base of my spine tightens as the orgasm hits me hard. I kiss him as I come inside him, shuddering, shaking. Waves of pleasure overtake me.
Never in my life have I come so hard that I felt light-headed.
ChapterFifty-Six
Tristan
“Where is your…”Dad clears his throat. “Boyfriend?”
I don’t think Matt and I have a title, but we’re together. It took a week, hours talking about us, and also work. After those seven days, we’re ready for the next step.
Thea.
My skin doesn’t prickle at the idea of telling others I’m with him, and I hope that someday I can tell everyone I have two partners—my husband and my wife. Not that it’ll be legal, but we will call each other that.
But Dad asking me about him is… different. Our relationship isn’t as brittle as it used to be. Still, we don’t discuss my personal life.
I nod. “You know, the heart attack wasn’t because of what your sister sent me. I had too much pressure building up inside me, and nothing was working the way I wanted.”
“I hope you’re happy with the company is taking,” I say, changing the subject. I rebranded and even changed the name.
“Yes, I always knew you’d do the right thing with the company. About your other choices…” His gaze drops then lifts again.
