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Now she could move more easily. She spun the torch around towards the fresco wall, the light hitting squarely on the Madonna’s face. Lucia sucked in a breath. Her feet moved forward automatically. An invisible hand had reached into her chest and was squeezing at her heart.
This was it. This was what she’d needed to see. She moved the light a little downwards onto the face of baby Jesus, then back towards Mary. She drew up directly to the fresco, her hand shaking a little as Mary’s face was illuminated in all its glory.
Every hint of colour, every hair on her head, every tiny line of her face—it was the expression that had been captured so beautifully. The expression that made her knees tremble.
She’d never seen it captured quite so perfectly. Even though it was paint that was centuries old she felt as if she could reach out and touch Mary. Stroke her cheek, feel the warmth of her skin, see the wonder in her eyes.
This was what she’d remembered. It was the thing that she’d pushed to the back of her head when she’d first seen the fresco. Now it was drawing her back.
Now she couldn’t deny it. She couldn’t ignore it.
This had all been in Burano’s imagination. It felt as if he’d stepped back in time and caught that moment when a mother first looked at her child and was overcome by that huge wave of emotions and undeniable love. Baby Jesus was looking back at his mother with childlike wonder and awe. The look of love that only a child could give his mother—making the bond complete. The light behind the depiction of the Madonna and Child was almost ethereal. The glow around them was all-encompassing. All-consuming.
Her legs trembled. Her whole body was shaking.
And something, something from deep inside, was pushing its way out.
This was what she had missed. This was what she’d missed out on. This was what would never be hers. Never be shared between her and her daughter.
Her legs gave way, collapsing beneath her onto the dusty chapel floor as the sobs started to come out.
And twelve years’ worth of suppressed grief started to flow.
* * *
Logan was pacing. He hadn’t even made an attempt to go to bed. He’d heard rustling in the vineyard and had taken a restless walk to investigate. It had been fruitless. He’d found nothing. It had probably only been a fox.
But as he had been crossing back towards his farmhouse, something had caught his eye. At first he’d thought he had finally gone crazy and was imagining it. Then he’d looked again.
Lucia. Dressed in very little with bare legs, bare arms and a pale pink lace-trimmed nightdress fluttering around her in the warm breeze and clinging to every curve of her skin. Was she sleepwalking?
She seemed so focused, so light on her feet, that she almost floated across the courtyard, straight to the chapel entrance. He’d started to move in her direction but his footsteps had faltered as she’d paused at the chapel door, pushing it with her shoulder to lever it open.
Then she disappeared into the darkness.
Logan stopped. His heart was thudding in his chest. Should he follow, or should he leave?
Every part of his rational brain told him to step away. No matter how much he wanted to, he couldn’t pursue a relationship with Lucia. Not like this. Not when they were both in different places.
But the protective element in him couldn’t walk away. Couldn’t leave her like this.
He walked quietly towards the chapel. A little beam of light appeared inside the chapel, cutting across the stained-glass windows. What was she doing?
He held his breath as he reached the doorway. Stepping inside the dark chapel was intimidating—and he was fully dressed. The thin beam of torchlight was focused on the fresco on the faraway wall.
He’d never seen it lit up like this before. He’d only ever really studied it in daylight. It looked entirely different under the concentrated light of a torch beam. The architect-minded part of him wondered how it must have looked hundreds of years ago in flickering candlelight.
Lucia had the beam directly on the Madonna’s face. Under the artificial light her face was brightly illuminated. In a reach-out-and-touch kind of way.
The beam wobbled and he stepped forward. Part of his stomach was curled up in a ball. Lucia had come out to the chapel in the middle of the night. In the light reflected back off the fresco he could see her trembling, shuddering skin. Every muscle, every bone was shaking.
His response was automatic. He stepped forward just as she crumpled to the floor, her sobs cutting through the night air. The torch fell to the floor with a crash, the light sputtering out.
